Love me [Finished]

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Woozi's Prov
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: Still ten years ago

    After days that my mother passed away. The whole house was lonely and not that noisy. My house felt empty and the whole atmosphere felt so heavy and depressing.

I stood in my room that Sunday morning with my pajamas and my blankets covered all over me. I haven't ate nothing since yesterday or the day before. My eyes feel so heavy and I lost weight. That you can just see my bones.

My head was burning up , my nose was runny, and I had minor stomach problem. Yesterday Jeonghan , Joshua, and Chan came to my house yesterday but now I feel worse than yesterday.

While I was feeling bad. I wished that my mother was still alive and cure me one more time. But now that she left...... I have to take care of myself physically and mentally.

While I was taking a nice warm shower with some oils that I found which were my mother's. To help some of my symptoms. I was enjoying myself. When I heard more noises from my fathers room. Yelling....... sigh, not again.

Specially when my dad yells and breaks the nearest thing that he could find. Means that his body has taken over of his mind. Since my dad has something off in his head. My dad has something sort of a tantrum that changes his attitude completely.

I get off of the bath and started rinsing myself. I go my room and notice that my dad has broken into million pieces the plate and the glass cup that I brought him yesterday. My dad broke those items like he broke himself.

While I put on something to wear. I try to find in my drawers if I have money to buy medicine. I look everywhere desperately. But no money was found.

I slowly walk down stairs and hear someone in my door. I don't bother to look at the peep hole and just open the door. When I opened the door I found Jeonghan and Joshua holding some groceries in their hands. Jeonghan and Joshua come in while taking off their shoes and coats. And place the things in my table.

"So my little baby how are- Oh Jihoon! You look like you have a cold!" Jeonghan said while examining me with his hand on my four head. "Shua, can you please go back to the store and buy some medicine for the cold. Please. Our little Jihoon is burning up." Asked Jeonghan while giving Joshua some money. Without saying anything. Joshua nodded and took the money from Jeonghan. And went out the door.

" Thank you Jeonghan." I said while looking down at my very pale feet. Not daring to see Jeonghan in the eyes. " Ah no problem my baby. Now go to bed. And I'll make you some soup to get better." Said Jeonghan while opening the bags and pulling out some vegetables,noodles, and a pot. From my cabinets.

I did what Mama-Han told me to do. But instead of going to my actual bed. I went to my room and brought down some of my fluffy blankets and two pillows and I slept in the couch. So I wouldn't hear one of my dads terrible tantrums.

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" Jihoon. Wake up my butter cup. I made you soup and Joshua brought the medicine." Said Jeonghan while shaking me a little. I groaned by the shot of pain I had in my stomach. When I'm sick I always feel like I'm dying.

I nodded softly and got up and went to the table. Where Jeonghan was serving me a good amount of soup and serving some soup for them and my dad. When I got my bowl of soup. I stared at my soup for a long time that I felt the steam of the hot liquid filled with vegetables and white noodles. Heating up my face.

I slowly ate my soup. Without saying anything while in the kitchen. Joshua and Jeonghan were packing up the soup in some topper ware and cleaning up the kitchen. When I got done with my soup. I felt that my throat felt a little better than the morning and my stomach has stopped hurting for now.

I placed my bowl in the sink and started to wash my utensils and my bowl. When I heard Jeonghan told Joshua." Shua I need you to go to Mr. Lee's bedroom and place the soup and the juice in his room please and thank you." Said Jeonghan giving the tray into Joshua's hands.

" No Jeonghan. Joshua can't give the tray to my dad. I will. My dad will hurt him." I said while getting the tray from Joshua's hands. I quickly and carefully went upstairs and went to my dads room.

When I got in the room I saw that my dad wasn't in the room or in the bed . Instead I heard in the washroom my parents shower was turning off. I quickly started to clear out my parents night stand.

So I could place the tray and leave. But it was too late. My father opened the door and looked at me with an empty expression on his face and said." Jihoon at three o'clock we're going at your mothers funeral. So be ready and dress appropriate."Said my father while looking at the tray in the night stand. I nodded and bowed and quickly left the room without saying anything else.

I returned back in the living room. And saw that Jeonghan's head laying in Joshua's lap while Jeonghan was stroking Joshua's face lightly with his hand. I checked at the time and read that right now its 1:35. Sigh 30 more minutes and I'll change. I said to myself while covering myself with my blankets.

"Joshua or Jeonghan. Or one of you can you please wake me up at two. Because I'm going to see my mother." I said still covered in my blankets like a burrito. "Sure thing." Joshua said. And with that, that was the only thing I heard before going into a deep, warm, peaceful sleep.

: Hi! I'm sorry I haven't been updating. But this ten year flashback will stop at the next chapter........ I think. Well whatever. But still Have you guys heard Seventeen Call Call?!!? It's so good!!!!!

Ps. If you have read Just Co- Workers I'm going to update. I have not forgotten that book. I promise. But also thank you for 188 reads it means A LOT love ya!