Love me [Finished]

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I'm now dead by just seeing Seuncheol. Damn Seungcheol is so hot!!!!

Jihoon's Prov
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" Basically when I was younger my mother died of a stoke. And during that time I didn't even knew that my mom was facing a very hard time with herself. But always when my mom was always with me she always had a bright persona with her. Since now I noticed that my mother was trying to protect me from all the bad things in the world by putting a mask on: which was a fake smile." I said looking down to my bed covers and gripping them hard as I could. Trying not to cry.

" And I-in the other hand with my father." I said stuttering and letting a few tears roll down my face. " When my mother passed away my father completely changed his attitude towards me and. Completely started to abuse me physically and verbally. When I would leave school i would always gone to work and from to work I would go home and make something to eat for myself. I had to live independently. But also during that time Joshua and Jeonghan were the ones with me 24/7. When I would come back home from a stressful day of work and school. I would see that Jeonghan had cooked food for me and left before my dad noticed. But also during those times I grew into a face that I became rebellious. I didn't do my homework I didn't pay attention to the lessons and I skipped school a lot of times. Until Joshua had to redirect me and gave me a lecture That I can not forget. " I said giving Soonyoung a look with my glissing eyes ready to cry again.

Oh looked at me directly making eye contact. And giving me a sincere look in his eyes. " o had been through a lot. And even thought those five years living like that truly hurted me as if someone stabbed me in the back. When my father passed away I really did fell back more into the deep pit of depression. But before I could do any harm to myself Joshua, Jeonghan and my friends were there for me at all times. I-i just couldn't think that if they weren't there for me..... I could have ended it all." I said jumping into Soonyoungs arms and hugging him. Soonyoung reacted immediately and embraced me back. Soonyoung embraced me tight and firmly which was sweet.

" Ahh... Jihoon I didn't knew that your childhood was so.... So..... overwhelming, hard, and difficult. If I could have met you sooner I would have pulled you out of that state with your father and taken care of you. Just remember you can tell me anything I'm here....... and I will always will be there." Soonyoung said placing a soft and sincere kiss in my head and rubbing my head.

Soonyoung and i stayed there for a good two minutes and until we broke the embrace. I could have swear that Soonyoungs embrace was so sincere that I could have felt his words and his emotions weren't a lie.

When soonyoung and I were removing the tears from our eyes. Joshua came inside of my room and said." Jihoon, Jeonghan made tea-oh I'm sorry... I wasn't..... I-i... I'm just going to leave." With an awkward tone and shut the door silently. I got up from my bed and started to put on my white bunny slippers.

" I'm just going to get some tea that Jeonghan made. Do you want some Soonyoung?" I asked Soonyoung while opening the door. " Please." Said Soonyoung wrapping himself with some of my bed covers and started to lay down.

" Ok." I said as I left and went to go get the tea.

Soonyoungs Prov
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After Jihoon left his room. I started to look all over his room in awe. Jihoon has his room all organized..... well except his desk.

Jihoon's desk was a black desk while having some side drawers. And on top of Jihoon's desk were a lot of music sheets that were falling off his desk and three folders that were filled up to the brim of more music sheets top of his laptop.

And next to Jihoon's laptop was a navy blue clarinet with a black case next to the amazing clarinet. So Jihoon likes music. Awww he's so talented. What a cute pass over time. I thought to myself. As I waiting for Jihoon to come back with the tea. I looked right beside me and noticed a white lamp next to a golden picture frame. Flipped down.

I picked up the golden picture frame and saw the picture.

The picture was Jihoon holding a bouquet of flowers, having his high school uniform on, and right beside him was Jeonghan, Joshua,Wonwoo, Mingyu, Minghao, Jun, Seungkwan, and other five guys that I haven't seen before.

" Uh it's Jihoon's graduation day." I said blushing and admiring how cute he was in his high school days.

As I was looking more in depth of the picture. Suddenly Jihoon came in the room. " Hey Soonyoung-Ah Jeonghan made- Oh your looking at my graduation picture." Jihoon said placing the tea pot and the tea cups in the night stand and placing a hand in his hip and looking at me.

" Yeah you look very cute. And you still are cute." I responded back motioning Jihoon to get in the bed. Jihoon hold my hand and I dragged him in his bed. " Come on lets cuddle together." I said putting Jihoon right between my legs and covering him with thick blankets.

  " Ah! Soonyoung your so warm." Said softly Jihoon cuddling in my chest and taking a grip of my shirt. " Yeah because now your with me." I gently said rubbing Jihoon's head.

As I was cuddling with Jihoon. I looked at him and saw that he slowly closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep. I took in thought that during the hard times that he was been. Jihoon hardly had any attention when it came to love. Because all of this time that I've been with Jihoon of the very start. I've noticed that Jihoon wanted to keep a distance with new people. So other people couldn't hurt him.

  That's what I think. But I could be wrong. Ahh!! How can I tell Jihoon that I love him and that I have strong affections for him?!?  Sooner or later I have to tell him that I love him....
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Sup. I'm really tired and I had my baby cousin born today and I was really tired and overwhelmed about it. But probably no one cares. But yeah..... here's an update!