Ice Cream (hiatus)

18. Chocolate Rice

NO WARNING CEPT IM DYING BECAUSE OF THESE CONCEPT PHOTOS—- anyways—- 🗿
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________________________Yoongi's P.O.V.

'Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!' Yoongi screamed in his head as he grabbed Jimin's hand. Once they were in the stairwell, Yoongi didn't even know where to begin.

All he saw were black shadows everywhere, and all he felt was pain—endless pain and fear. "Jimin. Don't even try to lie to me. What—"

Yoongi was quickly seeing it all in pieces and it hit him like a train. Immediately he broke—eyes reddened and he didn't even try to hold back his tears. There were so many of them. Unable to control it anymore he yelled out loudly. "FUCK!"

Jimin jumped at his sudden outburst and could only start to tear up himself when he watched Yoongi punch the wall then the railing repeatedly. All he could do was stand and watch.

He knew that Yoongi was going to find out the second he got to them, so he had tried his best to hold it off.

Fumbling, Jimin walked to him. He was afraid that Yoongi was mad at him. "Yoongi—I'm sorry—I—"

"No! Don't say that!" Yoongi yelled as he ran to hold him tight, "Don't you dare say that, Jimin! If I stayed—if I just fucking stayed!"

_________________________Hoseok's P.O.V.

Everyone went silent, but it wasn't for too long until Namjoon put down his food. "Okay. Someone better tell me what the hell is going on with you all."

Hoseok looked at him silently for a second before looking down at his food again. He had no idea what was going on with Jimin, but to tell him about what Jimin, Jungkook, and he did? He felt guilty. He was supposed to be the oldest of the three. He should know better.

He balled his hands into fists as he couldn't face their leader. To act so selfishly, and now with whatever was going on with Jimin. Everything was falling apart. He felt it.

Hoseok saw that Taehyung was still shaken up, but he was looking down at his lap. He couldn't see his face clearly.

Hoseok then looked at Jungkook was silent as ever, but it's not like he was the type that was going to talk.

The only one who probably would speak up was him.

Jin continued to eat his food for a while, but the silence was deafening to him. "Yah, we're all supposed to be a team. You think we haven't noticed anything at all? We've all lived together for a long time. You guys know that. If it's affecting everyone, we all have to talk this out—whatever it is."

The words were killing Hoseok. He knew they were a team. He knew why what he was doing was wrong and putting everything they worked for at risk. If it all went south, he was the one to blame. Jungkook and Taehyung were younger than him. He should've set the example. He should've made the right decision. He should've done the right thing.

Hoseok couldn't breathe. Guilt and shame were eating away at him.

Namjoon sighed, and was becoming more angry by the minute, but he tried to calm himself. "We can't just ignore this. Remember? Every time we argue we have to talk everything out. We can't just let it sit. You all know this."

Taehyung suddenly got up and walked away without a word.

"Taehyung!" Jin yelled out to him, but it was clearly ignored as he walked towards the elevators.

Namjoon watched Taehyung disappointedly, then turned back to Hoseok and Jungkook. "Well?" His tone was stern now. "You do understand what I'm talking about, don't you?"