Please understand that this doesn't mean that I don't like you. You should know how I badly want to call you mine, but I know it's wrong to follow my will. We both know that this feelings are too shallow to be called love, yet I still have those what if's everytime I try to think about you and me. I really appreciate those times you let me feel that I am special, but you know how we are not fated to be together.
Do not feel guilty that I am doing this for your sake, I'm also doing this for myself. It's funny how I'm doing us a favor when in fact, it's killing me. I don't want to commit myself to a guy who's not man enough to face his own feelings. I don't want to commit myself to a guy who's still broken for someone else because it will be suicide to accept shattered pieces of your soul. I wish I could find the courage to tell you how gravity is pulling me closer to the ground, so close that I don't know if I can fall any harder than this.
You're my every reason why I am writing this letter. I really like the way you make me feel. This is something new, for I haven't felt appreciated just as much as you treated me, but you know that it wasn't enough. You should know that sooner or later I would ask for more. Your attention, time, and even your heart. I'm going to ask for your everything to be mine also but I know you cannot give me that, I don't want to accept left overs from your past. I will never commit myself to you because that will be the death of me.
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Classy Collection of Sad Short Stories
Short Story... I still wonder why and how I ended up in this place. When all you can wish is just another sheet of paper to write on or another page of book to catch your rolling tears.
