Allegedly

Chapter Six- Father

I paced around the bathroom, panicking. I mumbled "No," over and over again.

I've been back for a week already. I lied to Monroe when we got back. I told her that my mom was acting weird and I asked Monroe if she could buy allot of pregnancy tests from the store. She did and I've been in the bathroom for an hour.

I waited a week because, why not? I felt like it was too early to really take the tests last week, so I waited.

Everyone thinks I'm in here because I'm not over getting kidnapped, but honestly? I don't care about that. I told everyone I don't remember anything. I didn't tell them anything that happened. I didn't tell them I had sex and when August asked me if I was in heat, I lied. I told him I wasn't.

I hate lying. I really do but... Desperate times call for desperate measures... Right?

Closing my eyes, I leaned against the wall, sliding down on it. Whispering "Oh god..." on the way down.

Out of all fifteen tests...

All of them were positive.

I was pregnant with a stranger's child.

You need to mate with one of them, firefly. If you give birth or if you show any signs of being pregnant, do you know what will happen?

I nodded. They'll take away my baby...

Yes and we can't have that. You must mate with one of your mates. That way, they will never know who the real father is.

Taking a shaky breath, I nodded again. I won't let them take away this... Child growing within me. I can't.

I cried.

"I'm sorry..."

I don't know who I was talking to, but I had to apologize.

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"We ne-need to t-talk." I spoke, standing in front of my mates.

Michael sat up while August looked up from writing papers. We were in one of the many rooms in the Pack House. My family is probably asleep somewhere else.

August spoke first. "What is it, Shy?"

I dug my bare heels into the wooden floor boards and spoke with a strong voice. "I want t-to mate."

"Okay," spoke Michael, already getting up.

August held him down and glared at him. He looked back at me with concern. "Are you sure? I mean, I'm fine with it but you don't need to feel pressured or anyth-"

"I don't, really. I-" I interrupted August and walked over to them. Once in front of them, I held each of their big hands in my small pale ones. "I really want to." I whispered to them.

August smirked. "Okay."

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We all stepped into the huge master bedroom, when the two made their way to me. I don't really know what happened, but August and Michael took off their shirts. August stood behind me, putting his warm hands on the bare skin of my hips. I still have some scars (I found out they were mostly from whips due to some of my memory coming back) but they weren't that bad.

As August trailed kisses down my neck from behind, Michael stepped in front of me. He hesitated, but then his eyes flashed gold and he pushed his lips to mine. His tongue swept over my bottom lip and I opened my mouth to him and let his tongue enter.