SELF HARM IMAGINE.

EMINEM

You couldn't help but give in to your urges. You took another one of your boyfriend, Eminem or Marshall, pills and cut really deep. Your mom had called and told you how useless you are. Marshall had taken you away from that life a gave you a better one. He knew that you used to self harm but he doesn't know about the pills or that you were still cutting.  He thought you were sober. You noticed that you had cut really deep when you saw how much blood there was. You quickly cleaned them up same as the floor cause some of the blood had gone on the ground. You thought you had cleaned up the bathroom when you heard a slam from the door. 'Shit' you thought. You quickly put on a sweater and than you messed with the heater to make it cold. just as you finished and sat on the bed, he walked in. "Hey baby." He smiled. He took your hand and picked you up so you were standing. He kissed you gently and put your foreheads together. "I'm gonna jump in the shower, I'm taking you out tonight. " he started walking to the bathroom. You nodded than layed on the bed. Not even ten minutes later Marshall walked out of the bathroom with you're razor. "Y/n, what the fuck is this?" He asked calmly. You knew you were in trouble. "It's a razor?" You played dumb. "Take of the hoodie." He said walking closer to you. You shook your head. "I'm proving a point Marshall. If I take off the hoodie, it means you don't trust me. I'm not taking it off." Your voice cracked at the end. Before you could do anything, he tackled you to the bed and pinned you. "Take off the hoodie." His voice was scaring you so you listened to him. You quickly took it off. His eyes searched your wrist. You noticed he was crying. "Don't cry..." you whispered. "How am I supposed to not cry when my girlfriend is doing this to herself?" He shook his head. "Please stop....for me at least" he said quietly. You nodded. You hated seeing him like this. "I'll stop for you." You said before he pulled you into a kiss. He picked you up and carried you down to the couch and put in your favourite movie. "Instead of going out, wanna order a pizza?" He asked. You nodded. For the rest of the night, you just cuddled and watched movies.