SELF HARM IMAGINE.

NASH GRIER

        you start your job trying to fake a smile. you had to try to force a smile and it was hard since your mum had just called telling you how worthless you were. you walked behind the counter of the ice cream shop and got ready. 

        "(Y/N) look ready, will ya? we got to be better then last month!" your co worker, carter had said. you two had been best friends since grade one and he always had your back. You faked a smile and looked up. "may i take your order?" you fake a smile. 
             You look up to see carters brother, Nash smiling at you. "Hey beautiful, can I get a coffee and a side and you?" He winked playfully. You giggled. He came in every day and asked the same thing.

        You turned around and started to make Nash's coffee trying not to blush.  You heard carter laugh. "He loooooves you" he whispered in your ear. You shook your head.  "Your brother is just trying to make me smile" you mumble.

               Carter chuckled. "he talks about you all the time. i know he likes you" he nudged you. you blushed and turned around. "here you go Nash." you smiled.  "oh shit, i don't have money." he panicked.  "can i make up for it with a date?" he smirked. carter chuckled. "if you cant pay for a $2 drink how can you pay for a date?" he asked.

        "shh" Nash laughed. "so how bout it? can my brother cover for you for the day?" he asked. as you looked over at carter, you felt your bracelets fall down, showing your burns and cuts. carter knew but Nash didn't. you hid it carefully hoping Nash didn't see. 

        "go ahead kid" carter whispered. "i told you so" you chuckled nervously. you went to the bathroom to get cleaned up and fix your cuts. after ten minutes you came out of the bathroom, in skinny jeans and a black hoodie. he smiled at you sweetly. "ready?" he asked softly? you nodded happily. 

        as you two walked out, he opened up his car door for you. you blushed darkly. he walked to the other side and held your hand softly. you felt strangly protected. nash drove to a park on the other side of town. on the way there, you two talked and got to know each other. when he got to the park, he stared at you sadly. 

        "what...?" you asked. he stayed silent and pulled up your sleeve. "please stop. i love you so please stop." he pled. you were so shocked. you didnt want him to know. you pulled down your sleeve and left the car. he ran out and chased you. "please come back! im trying to help!"  he begged. you shook your head. "i dont want your-" he cut you off with a kiss. 

        "please stop" he whispered.