I start to cry
No one notices
No one sees
A tear rolls down
I brush it off
And end with a smile
Can't show them
That I'm broken
But I want to
I want someone to notice
Give me a hug and
Tell me that
They're there
Please can someone
Finally see
Just waiting to go home
To break down
In the aloneness
Of my room
To curl up in my blanket
Thinking about everything wrong
In my life
I want to tell them
Tell them that I'm not okay
That I'm not fine
But if I do
They might never look
At me the same
I don't want them to hate me
Or feel like I'm just a problem
I want to let them see me cry
I want them to see
See that I'm in need
Just a hug
A reassuring hug
Of presents of people
Who actually want to help
I don't say it in person
So I'm saying it now
Help me
Please
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This time it isn't a figurative poem, it's actually a cry for help, to my friends. But they don't read my stuff so it's pretty much pointless, but still here.
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