*KAYLEE'S P.O.V*
As I feel Ashton’s scratchy beard rub hand against his cheek, and that’s when I felt a line was beginning to be crossed. As our lips began to move in harmony, almost as if they were made for each other, and damn did it feel good. But something feels wrong my heart is telling me no, Ashton is my best friend I should not be kissing my best friend. I begin get caught up in my own thoughts about how bad this is and how I crossed a line that should not have been crossed in the first place, and then that is when I felt his warm tongue run across my bottom lip begging for an entrance and that’s when I pulled back immediately.
Once our lips separated I felt a blanket of guilt drape over me, I knew why I kissed him, it wasn’t because he saved me from Luke, but it was because I wanted him gone, I was using Ashton. All I could do was stand there, my feet glued to the floor. When I look at Ashton he seems happy, almost as if that’s what he’s wanted from the beginning and then I look just barely past him to see Luke staring at me, watching my every move.
And that’s when I realized I got too caught up in the moment, to notice Ashton was trying to reach for my hand, in which he eneded up grasping and began to gently pull me in closer to him. And all I could do was stare at Luke and wonder why he hasn’t left yet, and all I could feel Ashton’s eyes on me. I take a quick glance up trying not to meet his green eyes but failing and right as our eyes met I felt him lean in closer then he pressed his lips against mine. I pulled back right as our lips met again, and I ran out of the room.
I ran into my room and I can’t help but think about what had just happened and how terrible of a person I was, using him like that. Once I shut my bedroom I door I quickly sink to the ground and placed my head into my legs as I pushed my knees up to my chest and I slightly cried. I finally calmed myself down enough to hear Luke and Ashton bickering about what had just happened and that’s when I heard rapid knocking on my door. I couldn’t help but think about how if I didn’t answer the door they would continue knocking.
I decided to wipe my tears and I slowly began to open the door to Luke and Ashton both standing in front of me, Luke wearing his black Nirvana shirt and black skinny jeans, and to Ashton wearing his white Ramones shirt and black skinny jeans. And that’s when my mind began to run, and create all of these ideas run through my head, quickly clustering my already hurting head. And that’s when I turned around and grabbed my Nike shorts and my Fall Out Boy t-shirt and my iPod that had every song that Ashton and his band had preformed since he was added to the band. I smile at the both of them and walk past them. “Hey I’m going on a run.” I say to the both of them as I reach the staircase, and I immediately click shuffle and the first song that plays is Amnesia. I couldn’t help but feel like the song was explaining exactly how I felt.
I arrived back at home a couple of hours later and I walked upstairs to see Ashton by himself on my bed and Luke next to him. I looked at them and smiled at them and then I grabbed Luke by the hand pulling him up off of my bed and I pulled him out to the hallway, so I could talk to him. He quickly got up and followed me out of my bedroom and shut the door and looked down at me with those piercing blue eyes staring down at me. “Luke, why do you think I’m yours?” I say flatly and he looks at me then chuckles as he reaches for my arm and slowly rubs it with the pad of his thumb slowly drawing circles into my skin.
“You know why baby” he smirks and pulls me closer and shakes his head “I don’t think you are… I know you are” his smirk widens and I couldn’t help but stiffen.
“Well Luke I’m not, you know it… just because you and I did stuff on his birthday does not automatically make me yours.” He nods and then smirks as he lifts up his other arm and points to the dark purple and red bruises that were all up and down my neck.
“Kaylee, would you like to know how you got those bruises” he smirks and points to himself and then licks his lips and I stiffen even more. And that’s when he began to lean me back against the opposite wall of my bedroom door and wrapped one of his arms around my waist pulling me closer to him. He stared deeply into my eyes and smiled sweetly and gently kissed me. It was somewhat captivating; he tasted like a mixture of pizza and root beer. I could tell by the look on his face that he was mesmerized. As I pulled our lips apart, I could feel Luke’s breaths coming out in short, desperate gasps almost as if his little world he had was slowly coming back to him. I look up at his flushed face and he nods and leans back into me.
“See baby you are mine” he whispered into my ear. I look at him and pat his shoulder and he pulls back and nods at me smiling sweetly as I walk past him. “Well Lucas, lets get one thing out in the clear, I’m not yours, I’m not Ashton’s but if you want to try to be with me then you have to start being nicer to everyone, and make an effort at it don’t be a dick when I’m not around.” I warn “But I’m also going to tell Ashton this same little talk, because you both seem to have these feelings for me… and I’m not going to choose either one of you by your actions that I have seen so far.” I look into his eyes and he nods and smiles nicely down at me. “So next time try asking me out before that shit happens again.” I say and I walk back into my bedroom and I quickly trade the two out I sit Luke back down on my bed and I quickly pull Ashton off and into the hallway like I did with Luke.
Once we get out to the hallway I look up at him and smile, my blanket of guilt slowly creeping back to me, but this time I push it back and I keep it away as I smile up at Ashton. “Ashton can we talk about us?” I ask him softly as I look up into his deep green eyes. He gives me his small smile, where his dimples slightly pop but don’t completely and he looks down at me.
“Well it was spontaneous… and I’m so sorry, I should not have crossed that line.” I look at him and his smile slowly falls down to a frown and I look down and then back up at him. “Ash, you know if anything was happening or going on in your life, you know you can tell me right?” I ask him softly as I pull him in for a hug.
“Kaylee, I do need to tell you something, I thought you would have already figured it out by now but… ”
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