Untold (Harry Styles)

.09 He's gone

Theme song: Half A Heart by One Direction

Carla’s p.o.v.

Jessica went inside but I stayed outside sitting on the grass, trying to process that Harry is going to be gone for 7 months. This is so not fair. I understand that Harry has a career to attend to but he just left so quickly. Without him it’s like I’m missing half of me. Without him I’m incomplete. This was going to be an interesting 7 months. I got up from where I was sitting and headed towards my door.

I got inside and headed to the room Harry and I shared. As soon as I got there I went towards my bed and started crying. I have never cried this hard before. The tears were nonstop, they just came streaming down like a river.  I felt so empty inside. I am so pathetic. He just left like 15 minutes ago and I’m already crying like a baby. Is this normal? I don’t think so but I really don’t care, all I want is Harry in my arms again. I’m pretty sure Jessica feels like this too.

I heard light knocking on my door. “Come in.” I croaked. Jessica came in with tear stained cheeks and puffy red eyes. She sat on my bed and I put my head on her lap. She started to stroke my hair. “How are you holding up kiddo?” She asked sounding like a mother talking to her daughter.

“Horrible. Jess I feel like I have had half of my heart ripped out of my chest then stomped on repeatedly. Is it normal that I already miss him like hell?” She lightly chuckled at my question.

“Tell me about it I feel the same way. I don’t think it’s not normal to miss your boyfriend, look I’m crying too. If we help each other out and keep each other company we’ll make it through this whole thing. Listen I know this is completely off topic but I’d like to thank you for not telling Niall my dad abused me and that I ran away from my house. Niall would’ve been furious and I would just like to thank you.” She said.

“You’re welcome. And that’s what best friends are for and thank you for comforting me during this whole thing.” I replied. She nodded and got up from my bed. I know it’s only 9 o’clock in the morning but all this crying I’ve been doing drained all the energy out of me. I think Jessica sensed I was tired so she kissed my temple and whispered “Sleep tight babe, I’ll wake you later.” I then drifted off in to a peaceful slumber.

Jessica woke me up around five in the afternoon. It took me a while to figure out what has happened throughout the day. And suddenly it hit me. Harry left for tour and I was left alone. Well technically I had Jess but I missed Harry. I got up from bed and grabbed my phone. I saw that I had 10 missed calls. Damn. I checked the caller ID and it said HAZ <3. I quickly clicked on his contact and called him. Crap. Stupid piece of shit. My phone isn’t working. I’ll ask Jess to use her phone.

“Hey J can I use your phone to call Harry my phone isn’t working.” She nodded and handed me her white IPhone. I dialed Harry’s number and it started to ring. It rang 3 times before he answered.

“Oi this Harry speaking. Who might this be?” His voice rang through the phone.

“Hey babe it’s C-----.” I started but then Harry interrupted.

“Sweeeeaaat cheeeeksss I miiiiiisssss yooooouuuu! I have been calling you where have you been.” I giggled a little.