remember me - k. taehyung

Memories

Running,

That's all i've been doing.

Running away from my problems, from life, from him.

All because he kissed a girl, he promised to stay with me, he said I could trust him, and yet he lets me suffer alone, breaks my trust with my best friend who i've been friends with since years and years ago.

I was so stupid.

So stupid for remembering.

I wish I still had amnesia, I wish I didn't remember the pain, I wish I didn't remember the memories I had with him that made me hurt even more, I wish I didn't remember him.

He's like a drug.

He isn't good for me, but it seems as if, i'm completely addicted to him, i'm completely drawn to him, i'm nothing without him,

I still love him.

I shouldn't love him, no, I shouldn't have even said yes. I should have taken down his offer, maybe I wouldn't have to go through the pain.

I walked on the grassy trail as I went in deeper in the dark, quiet forest. I went to the only place I found peace.

The pond.

I sat on the biggest rock I could find, and sobbed my heart out.

"This is so stupid." I laughed between my sobs.

Deciding what to do, I stand up and go towards the pond. I look at my reflection and smile, all the faded memories flash inside my head, slowly making more tears fall down my bloated cheeks.

I kneel down and lightly touch the water, sticking my hand in, I determine how deep it is. My hand hadn't reached the end, so I take it out of the water.

"Taehyung, I love you." I whisper before falling into the water.