remember me - k. taehyung

Don't

I feel really dizzy. Where am I?

I saw a blurry figure resting its head beside me. I adjusted my vision and saw him better. He was very pale and also very thin. His face was wet from I guess, crying. He had eye bags and dark circles. I couldn't recognize him.

He suddenly woke up, looked at me, eyes widened, and then, he attacked me with kisses on the face.

"Soujin! Oh my god! I was so worried about you! I'm so glad you're okay!" The man shouted, tears flowing down his face.

"Where am I?" I asked.

"You're at the hospital, silly." He said.

"Okay first of all, what the hell is wrong with you? Why the hell would you attack me with kisses?" I said.

"Oh i'm sorry I-"

"Let me finish." I cut him off. He nodded.

"And who the hell are you?" I said.

He looked heartbroken. He got even paler and floods of tears started to come out of his eyes. He was sobbing, really loudly.

"S-s-soujin? Y-y-" he couldn't speak for some reason. He calmed down and words started to form in his mouth.

"Are you sure you don't remember me? A-at all?" He asked, tears flowing down his eyes.

"No?" I said.

"And who's Soujin?" I added. He started sobbing again. Turning red from how much he was crying.

Just then, the doctor came in. He saw what was happening, and picked up the man from his seat and tried to calm him down. I decided to drift off to sleep since it wasn't anything important to me.

Taehyung's POV

She.. She doesn't remember me.

I can't believe this. After waiting for 2 months, I get this? Why is the world so fucking cruel to me?!

"Hello? Mr. Kim?" The doctor was snapping at me.

"Huh? O-oh yes?" I said.

"About Ms. Jung's case." He said,

"This is actually a rare case of amnesia. She can remember the small things in her life easily. But, the things that mattered to her the most, or had a big impact in her life, will take quite a while for her to recover." He said.

Tears threatened to come out again. But i fought them back.

"T-thank you." I said.

"Now young man, I suggest you go home and rest. You've been here since the accident. And please, eat. Eat more than you normally do." He instructed, I nodded.

"Please excuse me, I have to go check up Ms. Jung." He said and walked right past me. I looked back and saw Soujin, fast asleep. I let out a heavy sigh and tears started falling down.

I went out of the hospital. After 2 months, I finally breathed in fresh air. I sighed, thinking of how i'm supposed to get her to remember me.

I went to my house and fished for my keys that were in my pocket. I heard someone calling my name from afar.

"Taetae~!" The high pitched voice echoed throughout the neighborhood.

It was Eunha.

"Hey baby~ Wanna go get some coffee? Or maybe, some alcohol~?" She cooed all over me.

"Get the hell off me." I growled. She got off me and glared at me, smirking afterwards.

"Since your loving girlfriend doesn't remember anything, how about give me a try, baby?" She said playing with my hair.

"Get lost before I fucking beat you up." I commanded. She was still smirking.

"Aww baby~ No need for that~ I'll be a great replacement for that slutty h-"

"I SAID GET THE HELL OUT OF MY SIGHT BEFORE I KILL YOU RIGHT NOW." I said it louder and angrier than I anticipated. That seemed to do the trick, because her eyes widened and she started moving backwards.

"I'm a better option, babe! If ever you need me, you have my number~" She winked at me.

"Back off. Get lost." I said. She scoffed and left.

I can't deal with her anymore.

I went straight to the fridge and grabbed some food. I ended up playing with the food, not having the energy to eat. I left the food on the counter and went straight to my room and sobbed. I thought I might have ran out of tears after 2 months of crying but no, they're still flowing.

I remembered everything me and Soujin did before that gloomy night. I'm so stupid. What the hell is wrong with me? I messed up. I messed up so bad. I don't know if i can forgive myself. I can't. Not after what i've done. I feel so guilty. This wouldn't have happened if I wasn't stupid. She was too good to me, and I repay her with this. She's been nothing but nice to me, kind to me, and worst of all, she really, and i mean really loved me. She loved me with all her heart. I'm such a jerk. How could I do this to her?

I stared at the drawings I made of her that were hanging in the walls of my room. It brought so much memories.

flashback

I got one of the papers, and said, "I drew this, it's a portrait of you."

She looked really surprised.

"Why are you doing this?"

"Because, Soujin, I-" I paused and was fiddling with my messed up tie.

"I like you. A lot."

She gasped.

"I know, it's weird, we fight everyday. But, I might as well tell you before the semester ends. You probably don't like me. You can also keep the portrait if you want. I j-"

She put a finger on my mouth, and I turned to look at her, shocked.

"Kim Taehyung, you're so cheesy."

"I'm sorry, I-"

"Let me finish, I just wanted to say,"

I looked at her with a questioning look.

"I like you, too, idiot."

My eyes widened, and I leaned in. Our lips were touching.

I pulled away, to look at her.

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

She seemed uneasy, but relaxed after a while.

"Yes, I will be your girlfriend."

I smiled widely, ear to ear, and attacked her with kisses. She was giggling the whole time.

"Thank you,"

-

I'm so sorry, Soujin. Please forgive me.