remember me - k. taehyung

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It's been two days since I visited Taehyung's room and saw those files.

He was actually getting worse.

I usually just hide in my room incase he's in his bad state. I wait for his good side to come up, and when it does, he goes inside my room and apologizes.

When he's in his bad state, he bangs on my door and screams profanities at me and I honestly can't help but cry at his words. It usually lasts for about 3 hours and happens at least 3 times a day.

When he's in a good mood, he takes me out to the movies, ice cream or to the park. But, his good parts last way less than his bad parts, which is terrible.

I spend my time stuck in the bedroom, doing absolutely nothing.

Today, was the first time Taehyung had hurt me physically.

I came out of the room for water and he was right in front of me and he literally clawed at me.

And now, I have a big ugly scratch on my collarbone.

I'm currently in my room, crying for like the 12th time.

This week was really tough.

"Soujin.. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Please forgive me.." he softly said at the other side of the door.

I ignored him and continued staring at the wall, tears slowly falling down.

"Why is this so confusing..?" I muttered shakily.

"Soujin, please.. I'll let you pick the movie!" He excitedly said.

I laughed.

I opened the door and saw a Taehyung with puppy eyes pouting.

"Okay.." He squealed and gently grabbed my arm and tugged me to follow him.

"You can choose now~"

I looked at his huge collection of movies.

I smirked.

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"Why did I let you choose?" He said, covering his eyes.

I giggled.

I chose the movie Annabelle. We weren't even halfway to the movie, Taehyung was already whining and covering his face.

"Soujin! Stop the movie! I can't take it!" He buried his head in my shoulder.

I pat his head.

"Okay, fine i'll chose another one."

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The movie ended and Taehyung just fell asleep.

We watched the Notebook and I was sobbing while Taehyung was smirking at me and then winking.

I stroked his orange hair, he looked so delicate when he sleeps.

"Sourae.." he muttered.

Who- Who's Sourae?

"Come back.."

"I didn't mean to.."

"I l-"

Tears shot out of his eyes.

What is happening to him lately?

"Taehyung, wake up." I nudged him and he instantly shot up.

"S-" his voice was hoarse and he couldn't seem to blurt out his words.

I pulled him into a hug.

"It happened again."

He sighed.

"You-"

He was cut off.

"I what?"

He pushed me off and I fell off the couch.

"T-Taehyung?"

He growled.

"Don't call me that, you peasant."

I widened my eyes and ran straight to my room.

I quickly locked the door and retreated on the floor. Tears started filling my eyes and my loud sobbing echoed across the room.

Just then, Taehyung was now banging on the door.

"Open up, peasant!"

I sobbed harder.

I can't anymore.

Please forgive me, Taehyung.