I ran until I couldn't run anymore. My life is over. It's over. This is all my fault and I can't change this. I looked around to see if a club was anywhere. Bingo! There was one across the street.
I grabbed my ID out my bra, where I always keep it, and showed the bouncer. I walked up to the bar and it three shots of vodka and a 'Sex on the beach' drink.
"Well, Well, Well, look who it is! The little orphan whose brother killed himself." Carlie, the school whore, said.
hell no.
"Okay bitch, you listen here and you listen good. You need to shut the fuck up before I leave a nice bruise on that fake face. I'm tired of your shit. You're the biggest bitch in the world. Tonight has been awful so you need to shut the hell up and leave me the fuck alone. get it? got it? great." I yelled at her and causing a crowd.
"Oh, she talks. Who knew? I just though she cut herself!" how did she know that?
oh fuck no. I punched her square in the nose.
The police showed up and arrested me. They took me down to the jail and I called Luke.
"Hullo?" you could hear the worry in his voice.
"Hey, it's El. I need a favor."
"El? are you okay? where are you?" I heard him say quickly and tell the other guys to hush.
"umm well, I kinda got arrested..."
"YOU WHAT? IM ON THE WAY!" and with that he hung up.
I waited for Luke to show for abot 25 mintues. When he got here, he paid bail and they released me.
"are you going to tell me why the hell you got arrested?" Luke said as we started to walk to the car. Calum got out the fround passenger seat so Luke could get in. I got in on the driver's sde adn rested my head on the steering wheel.
"When I ran off, I went to a bar and had one shot and a beer then some stupid bitch ass hoe decided to get cocky and rude, so i punched her" I said quickly as I put my seat belt on and started to drive to the gas station to get beer and gas.
I pulled up to the gas pump and pumped 40 dollars worth and then walked in the store to grab a pack of Bud Light Lime beer and a pack of cigeretts. yeah, yeah, I know they're bad for me but I rarely smoke. After paying, I walked back to the car and paced the beer in the backseat under Calum.
"Damn, I forgot a lighter," I said as I looked in the cup holders, "bingo."
I took a cigerette out the pack, stuck it between my teeth, rolled the windown down a little, and turned the radio to 'Check Yes Juliette' by We The Kings before I started towards the house.
Everyone sat in silence as I drove down the not-so-busy-for-LA street. Everyone one was worried about Mac, but I am not going to that hospital right now. I can't handle this. I know where we can go. I know he peerfect place.
Mac Pov
One week later ....
I was alive,but I was in a coma. Why did I do this? I knew that i didn't swallow enough pills to kill me. Eleanor is going to hate me. I was the one that kept her from killing herself. I know I hurt her more than anyone has ever. I am glad she is not here. I don't want her to see me like this. I felt all the wires and tubes connected to me.
I could barely breath. I kinda wish I would have died would have cost less trouble around here. I'm mean who would miss me? No one. Not even my god damn parents. I heard sniffling. A lot of sniffling.
"Why why?" I heard some one say.
"Please please wake up" another person said holding my hand. I felt so bad. I caused this mess. "Wake up please wake up" I heard him again sobbing.
"Hey guys" I heard some one walk into the room. "How is she?" The person asked again.
"Not good, where's El?" The other person asked. EL DIDNT EVEN COME! How dare she! I'm in the freakin hospital! I went when she was in the hospital and I stayed by her side! I can't believe her! What? Ugh just kill me already.
"Hello I'm the nurse, did you see her move or any thing?" The women asked. Knocking on the I assume coming in.
"No she hasn't" I heard some one say. Sniffling harder.
"Well sir I'm sorry to tell you if she doesn't wake up in 2 weeks she will be pronounced dead" the nurse said. I heard every one in the room crying loud as they could. What? I could be dead?
I want to be dead right now. I wish I could die! El didn't even come! And worst she's going on tour! Never to see me again! The boys only stayed for her not me! The only ones who cared for me where Ashton and Calum!
Who cares! Who cares if I die!
"WHO CARES" I screamed and I sat up. Every one looked shocked at me. I saw Ashton crying in the corner. Calum sitting beside Michael with tears down his face. Michael was holding my hand his eyes puffy and stained cheeks. Luke was standing by the door.
"Oh my god" Calum said. I sat their breathing. I started to cry this wasn't how it was suppose to go. I was suppose to die. I was suppose to die!
"I'll go get the nurse" Luke said in a hurry.
"No no please it wasn't suppose to be like this I WAS SUPPOSE TO DIE! NO NO I WAS GOING TO DIE! I WAS SO CLOSE!" All the boys started to sob. I just fell back on to the bed I flipped over and started to cry.
"NO NO NO" I screamed in to the pillow. The boys stood up and came over to me and got into the bed with me and wrapped their arms around me.
"I'm sorry" I whispered. I wiped my tears.
The nurse came in and came me a glass of water and some pink pills "Their your new medicine, it helps you with your stress" she said leaving. I touched the top of my head and instantly felt pain.
"You fell on the sink when we came in" Michael said holding my hand.
"We're going to be your family Mac" Luke said sniffling. I hugged them so tight and I sobbed all over. No tears of pain but tears of happiness.
"Come on we have a special guest" Luke said looking at his phone grinning. I knew who it was. I was angry.
"Good lets see them" I said snappy.
I sat down in the wheel car and Ashton pushed me. I sat their with anger in me. I can't wait to tell her some words.
"Eleanor" Calum said as she came running down the hall way with tears in her eyes. I stopped the brakes on the wheel car and hopped out.
"DO YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THIS TO ME NOT EVEN VIST ME I WAS IN A FUCKING COMA AND WHAT DO YOU DO NOT COME! I WAS BY YOUR SIDE THE WHOLE TIME. YOU KNOW WHAT I WISH THAT I COULD WAKE UP WITH AMNESIA AND FORGET THE STUPID LITTLE THINGS AND THE MEMORIES THAT CAN NEVER ESCAPE CUS IM NOT FINE AT ALL ! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!" I screamed walking back down to my room.
"Mac!!" El screamed I just keep walking not turning back. I can't go back to who I use to be.
I went up to my nurse. "When can I get out of here" I asked snappy.
"Um fill out this form and you can leave tomorrow" she said handing me a sheet of paper.
"Thanks" I smiled and walked back to my room.
Time to get out of this hell hole
