I've lost myself

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What is best if you can't rest.
What is friends if you still feel the pain in your chest.
I still feel loneliness even though I have the crest.
Maybe because you're trying too hard to do your best.

Life is not a race
You don't need to rush to get the ace.
I can feel I've changed in just a pace.
Maybe because our society has a different face.

They took the crown
But I still have the thrown.
They don't have the right to accuse me that I've done wrong,
Because they are not the one who makes me strong.

I can't see the best of me,
Only vague pieces of my future is all I can see.
I cant see clear things in my head.
All of the white things tha I had turns to red.

I'm anxious
I feel ridiculous
I can't even state the thing that is so obvious.
I really don't know if I'm lame or hilarious.

Before this poem ends
I want to say I'd try,
I've said myself is back but I'd lie.
I hope I can fight and never say goodbye.
And learn to my failures every time I try.
Because I know someday I can finally find myself.

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