Pessimist
I feel so wasted, I feel so numb.
I feel nothing, I feel so dumb.
I have lots of friends as I know
But look they just watch me as I go.
I can see it in their eyes that they are faking.
It's blatant I'm nuisance
I don't know but I feel lonely, nothing and worthless at the same time and repeat.
I can't even feel the beat of happiness that before I'm dancing with.
Pessimist is now my attitude. Its tiring to be optimist if everyone resist.
Now I still have that friends that I treasure, but I don't know I can't feel the same pleasure.
Maybe I'm just tired I need to rest. Its really tiring to do your best when no one think that it is best.
I smile, I laugh but that's a bluff.
Right now I don't know what is right and what is wrong.
I feel unlucky I think I am.
I just want to go back to who I really am.
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PoesíaThese poems are poems that I made tgrough my ups and downs, I really love writing that's why everytime that I have a strong emotion that needs to be realeased I always do writing.
