Safe place *Sweetpea*

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Me and dad were sitting in pops eating and talking " so what happened at school today " he asked me " Veronica happened she started some stuff and then I got called Wednesday Adams . And it seems like everyone is Lieing to me about fangz death and I've been having these nightmares where Penny and the ghoulies where trying to kill me and jug. And they just seem so real" I told him as he looked at me " well what did Veronica say to you " he asked " she started by say that  I begged you guys to adopt me and then she said  I did that because I have daddy issues and then she told me I was a mistake  just because I have it carved into my stomach doesn't mean you need to remind me. That reminds me everyday "I said forgetting I didn't tell him about the abuse " wait carved into you stomach? What the hell what else have they done to you?!" He asked angry now " they abused me my whole life and then when i was 12 he-he raped me !" I let it out to him finishing my food as he was pissed " common let's go home I'll help you decorate your room " he said as he paid pop Tate and we left heading to the trailer as we grabbed some gray paint. Painting the room  as we move  my bed next the the door . Putting my posters and pictures on the walls near my bed
(What this looks like)

Moving my desk to the back of the room (what the desk spot looks like )

" I think it's finally done it looks great " I said hugging my dad " it looks perfect " he said hugging me back . We both hear the door open" I'm home " juggy yelled as my dad ran to hug him and with that I closed the door and locked it not wanting to leave my room I sat in there and cried I know I'm free from the abuse but knowing that no one at school likes me I wish. South side high was still open . I would be there and be happy I wouldn't get called Wednesday Addams and have my ex sister that is a total bitch .

Jug: open your door. Talk to me please

B.j. : I don't want to I rather stay in here by my self

*WARNING 🔪💉📏 suicidle actions 📏💉🔪*

I walked into my connected bathroom Taking out my razor braking it taking one of the blades sliding over the skin on my wrist doing so over and over up to were my elbow bends Watching the blood come out . Hearing the banging on the door jug and dad both at the door dad banging on it.  I just sit there and cry . My arm bleeding quite a bit  soon hearing my bedroom door being broken down. Quickly I lock the bathroom door . I sit there sobbing  . The thoughts of having no friends  and then the thought of fangz being dead haunts me  he died so me and jug could live!  I just want to die . All I have anymore is FP and jug and I bet FP only adopted me so a serpent wouldn't leave .  " Celia open this door " it wasn't FP nor was it jug it was Sweetpea "are you alone " I said in between the sniffles " no Toni's here FP and jug are in the kitchen " I got up and moved to the door unlocking it and just letting them it  before locking the door " oh my god Celia your as pale as a ghost " Toni said before she looked on the ground to see the big puddle of blood. As more blood drips on the floor I start to feel dizzy " I feel dizzy " I told them as Sweetpea held on to me and Toni unlocking the door  opening it . He carried me to the living room as Toni brought the first aid kit  grabbing the disinfecting wipes. Wiping the blood before grabbing the gauze and ace bandage wrapping my arm .the first question was why " why Hun why did you do it ?" FP asked me " because of everything going on right now hell fangz is dead and I didn't find out till this morning  . Hiram put me up for adoption  and then what happens at school honestly I wish south side high was still open " I said cuddling Sweetpea 

A/n : ok this one is short I'm having writers block