do you think he sees me as just a pretty face?

missing you, missing you like crazy

10:34pm, may 10 2018.

and despite myself, i will wait for him to call.

i'd wait for him all night;

i think at this moment, i think

i could wait for him all my life.

as the hours hit new numbers,

getting later and later into the night,

i wait more urgently than ever

for any message, any call,

anything to my delight -

but i fear even still,

despite how recent the events have been,

he's moved on already,

so he won't answer me until

in the mornings 

i wait again,

until he wakes up to say hello,

it feels like we're still in this, doesn't it?

and desperately i wish we were.

yet, i worry on weekend nights

that he will fall apart or fall in love -

neither good for me,

only one good for his heart;

yet, i'm still searching for the latter as well,

(i guess it's unfair of me to not want you to move on)

but i can't just yet,

i think i love him,

i know i have, will i forever?