Ziall - Fix you

Chapter 3 - Letters.

20/3/12

Dear Zayn,

I miss you so much more baby<3

I just can’t wait for you to come home, I’ll get a big surprise for you! And, if you want me to, when I pick you up from the airport, you better be wearing that army uniform and hat. It makes you look super sexy!

So I hope the raid went HEY ZAYN! WE MISS YOU OVER HERE! LOVE YOU BRO!

Sorry… Lou and Haz stole the pen… As I was saying, I hope the raid went well and you and Maz are okay! Hopefully you’re back by the time this letter gets to the base, and you’re safe in bed.

Haz and Lou are getting closer. They are so stupid. It’s so obvious they are dating; secretly anyway. I don’t know why they won’t just tell us, and I havent had time to corner them yet. I’ll try again tonight, and update you on it!

Please please please answer as soon as you get the letter, it makes me smile reading your letters.

And your welcome for all the love!

LOVE,

Niall xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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28/3/12

Hey Nialler.

You don’t have to get me a surprise! Anyway, you have ages to plan it if you have to. Don’t make it to big though.

I’ll definitely wear the uniform now I know you find it sexy!

The raid went fine, it was more of miracle. Just a bit of running, it only lasted a couple of hours, maybe one day, rather than three or four! It was a good present for sure.

Haha, I miss you too boys!

The only thing bad about it is that we have another one soon, in about a week, and I have the feeling that we won’t get another short one, so me and Maz have been working out in our room and in training a lot more, and you can definitely see the difference.

Another pro about being in the army, I have a lot more stamina and I’m more fit!

And about those two, just slap ‘em both across the face and tell them to get a grip! No one will think it’s wrong, I mean, look at us two. We’d kiss and cuddle wherever, and all the people we cared about didn’t bother, they thought it was cute, and they’re the only people whose opinions they should be bothered about.

My letter would have come earlier, but I had to wait a few days for stamp, it was like hell! I didn’t want you to think I’d forgotten about you.

Anyway,

Love you sweet cheeks!

Zayn x

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3/4/12

HEY ZAYNN!

IT’S APRIL NOW! Four months down! Only eight to go!!

I don’t really have much to write, other than the fact I cornered Hazza and told him to stop being stupid, and looked at Louis, but I don’t know if he understood what I meant.

So that’s basically it.

Um…

Sorry.

This is a shit letter.

Oops.

Haha.

See? Now im trying to make it longer, but it just makes it awkward.

Oh wait! I’m glad you’re more fit, means you can get up to more fun, if you know what I mean? ;)

Oh I’m funny. Sorry that was really dirty.

Love Nialler baby x

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4/4/12

Nialler.

I’m off today.

I don’t really have a feeling about this raid. I don’t think it’s going to be bad, but I don’t know if it’s going to be good.

Don’t worry though, I’m sure I’ll be fine. I’ve got Maz to look after me! Oh, he just told me to say hey to you, so… Hey!

Speaking of Maz… When we first come home, would you mind if Maz stayed at ours for a bit? Or we rented a flat for him nearby? He doesn’t mind us being all lovey, he thinks it’s cute. It’s just, he hasn’t had a letter from his family for ages now, and they weren’t too nice to him beforehand, and I think you’d get on.

But you don’t have to say yes if you don’t want to, I’ll just help him find a place to stay.

I need to go, one more training session and we leave.

Wish me luck!

Zayn x

P.s did I tell you? I havent shot or hit one person yet. I’m intending to keep it that way too. I hope you’re proud :)

P.p.s I still love you.

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7/4/12

Zayn,

I hope the raid was fine! But you’ll probably still be out there now, so I’m wishing you luck. I also prayed for you the other day in church. Anne forced me and the boys to come with her, we all did I prayer, I think most of them were towards you. So hopefully they helped.

Theres no point me writing much, since you’re probably not there, but tell Maz I say hey back when you’re back at the base.

Yes! Of course he can stay with us! He sounds like a lovely person, and I definitely want to meet the person who has kept you safe and been a good friend to you when I couldn’t. He can stay as long as he wants.

I am proud of you. Very proud, but remember, if you need to, you can’t be afraid. You shouldn’t be guilty if you do, because they are after you to. Remember that.

I love you more.

Niall x

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17/4/12

Zayn,

You’re worrying me now. Where are you. I’ve been worried sick. It’s been two weeks since you last sent a letter to me. Please just answer, you are really beginning to scare me.

Please. I don’t care if something happened that, I don’t know, you don’t want to say to me. That you feel guilty, or sad, or embarrassed. I don’t care. Just answer me. I fucking cried so much. I keep thinking you’re dead, but you can’t be dead, right?

Everyones depressed lately, no one’s received letters from you for ages, no one seems to smile anymore.

I don’t know how to stress this anymore. Just answer me for the love of God.

Niall xx