"Does anyone have that one person that they talk to everyday? That one person that makes you so happy that you smile at every little thing that reminds you of them? Then all of a sudden things change and you go without talking, even if its only for a day, and it feels like your heart shatters? Suddenly you feel like your whole world is crumbling and you realise how much they actually mean to you? You just want to tell them how much you miss them but don't want to seem clingy? Then you go a week without talking and suddenly it's the end of the world and you're too late to stop it? Then you have to fight like hell to get back to where you were and sometimes you can't get back to what it was, and it feels like you're the onlyone fighting? This happens a lot to me and I'm kinda sick of it. I'm tired of fighting, for once I want to be fought for."
-@bellastephanoff on tumblr
