AUTHORS NOTE: guys... It's been 2 years😂 I'm so sorry I just lost interest in everything tbh and I stopped cosplaying/reading Homestuck but I recently started to think about it and I downloaded wattpad and I started to read again. I re-read my story and saw all the positivity people commented, like I am surprised how many people like this and how many people read it. I started to write 2 chapters and it's the end sadly but it's good I promise. I'll post one now of course then one in a week or two.. I hope you guys like it:))) have a good daySTORY:
You did it. You stare at your tree house window curled up in a ball in a corner. Heavy breathing you feel your wrist. The deep cuts you made. You only did 5. But they were deep. You cry once again into your knees. You haven't cut in 2 and a half years, you thought you have stopped. 'What is wrong with me' you think to yourself. You would walk back to your house but you have no jacket which is weird cause it's the middle of fall so you cant cover the cuts and your afraid of what they would say and if they are still fighting and who is hurt. You slowly stand up falling to your knees and you cry more. You crawl to your window and look out at the road and dry leafs. The blood of your wrist drips to the floor and you sit down crying to your knees. After about 5 minutes you hear the dry leafs being crutches under someone's feet. You look out the window and see Karkat running toward the fort. You cry more and put your head back your knees. The footsteps slowly walk up the ladder and you try to stop crying. Karkat opens the door and you stop moving.
"(Y/N)?" Karkat sticks his head in and gasp. "(Y/N) OKG I'VE BEEN LOOKING EVERYWHERE FOR YOU!" he closes the door and runs to you hugging your knees. You stay quite "(y/n)? Are you okay?" He says softly as you sniff and nod "I'm fine" you hide your wrist in your knees and Karkat looks around seeing the broken sharpener in peices, he slowly looks at you. "(y/n)... Show me your wrist." you shake your head and Karkat puts his hands on your knees and you look up at him "please" you shake violently and put your knees down slowly and he hovers over your legs. You stick out your arm slowly shaking. He grabs your arm staring at you in the eyes as you stare at him. He flips your arm to look at your wrist and he stays quite. He rubs his smooth fingers lightly over the deep cuts. He leans down and kisses all 5 softly and you blush. He looks up at you and you blush more. (y/n) I will always love you, no matter what happens." your frown turns into a small smile. You you wrap your arms around his neck hugging him tight. You did truly love Karkat as moral.
Karkat slowly moves back and you bring your arms down and you grab your arm and he makes a sad face and grabs your wrist, rubbing them again looking at you. He smiles and kisses your cuts again "no more" he says taking off his jacket showing a part of his torso. You slip the black jacket on and Karkat stands up helping you up as well. Karkat opens the door and jumps down the five feet ladder and turns around and you sit down and he opens his arms, you jump down and he catches you. "Thank you" He smiles and closes the door and you guys walk back to the house with an arm around your shoulders.
When you get back to the house you walk up stairs into the bathroom, "what happened to Dave?" You asked sitting on the sink counter. "I beat the shit outta him until he ran out saying "I LOVE HER ILL ALWAYS LOVE HER" what a fag, that's when I searched the whole house and figured the only last spot could be the fort" he said grabbing Band-Aids from under the sink. "oh my gosh. I'm so sorry I put you through so much daddy drama" you say sighing. Karkat rolls up your sleeves "it's fine as long as I know you're safe (y/n)." He grabs a small rage and wets it with warm water, he opens up a big bandaid and puts one on each of the cuts. "Thank you for being such a good moral." You say looking at his face as he considerates on what he's doing. You can see his grey face start to turn a light red. Is Karkat blushing? "Of course like I said anything to keep you safe" he finishes with rolling down your sleeves you smile and hug him around his neck. He grabs your legs and carries you to the room. He sets you down on the bed gentlely kissing your forehead.
You chuckle and he heads to put on a movie, as he does so you decide to change into something less stiff 'screw these skinny jeans' you think looking at the nice lose grey pj 'dick me down' shorts. You grab the quickly ripping off your pants putting on the shorts leaving karkats sweater on. Karkat was staring at you and when you looked over he removed his gaze from you quickly, 'what's his deal?' you think walking over to him. You decide to be a butt and jump on his causing him to groan slightly. You giggle sitting on his wasit/torso as he gives you the stink eye. "Excuse you I'm trying to watch the movie youre in the way" you smirk thinking 'karkats such a loser but I really love him he's great...' youre thoughts get cut off but him sitting up with you on his lap. He sees your small blush and smirks grabbing your ass pulling you closer to him. "Kar.." you say blushing 10 times worse now, he blushed too and looks down, "sorry I though-" you cut him off by kissing him. His eyes widen but relax as he kisses you back rubbing your waist. 'what about Dave' you think while still kissing Karkat. His hands slowly start to make his way to your pants between your legs. 'dave likes TZ he can't like me..' karkats slowly starts to move his fingers around your pussy area, sticking in one finger you moan slightly. 'fuck it' you smirk into the kiss with Karkat letting him do what he wants...
~TIME SKIP~ (i don't do no lemon shit😂)
You wake up laying on karkats chest listening to his soft heart beat, you look down at your phone and see the time 1:54 AM. Wowie waking up early, you see a few messages from people like Dave but you want to forget about him right now. You set down your phone looking at the TV, Nerve was playing around the middle where the girl is getting a tattoo. You look up at Kar and see him awake watching the TV. He smiles and kisses your forehead, you smile back, "agreed to never talk about that.. again? You giggle at the again part. "Yes sir, agreed we can do it again if wanted?" You smirk jokely but at the same time not "agreed" he chuckled, you sit up fully naked, you find some underwear next you and the dick me down shorts and put them on along with a black laced bra leaving you without a shirt.
You grab Karkat his boxers and shorts and leave him without a shirt as well. You guys laying there watching the movie cuddling under the blanket. He traces your skin with his finger nails. You hear a knock on your door along with the door opening slowly, Dave Strider peaks around the corner of the door and sees you and Karkat, "fuck, why is he still here" he growls folding his arms you sit up revealing your bra "why TF do you care Dave you obviously didn't when you were smooching up on TZ why now? Jealous that it's the other way around?" You snarl as he realizes youre both without a shirt. His eyes widen and Karkat smirks. "wTF DID YOU DO TO HER!" Dave says as he starts to walk to Karkat. "Dave get tf out of my house I'm a big girl I can do what ever tf I want!" You say getting up in front of him, Karkat stands up and walks behind you wrapping his arms around your waist smirking/glaring at Dave. Dave glares back at Karkat and a tear slowly starts to fall from his glasses, you don't know if you should feel bad or not. Dave stomps out of the room closes the door behind him, you look down and turn around to Karkat. "I know you'll hate me for asking this but why do I still have a little bit of feeling for him" you say groaning "(y/n) I'll never hate you but if that's what you want, go for it I support any decision you make." He says smiling at you, you smiling back hugging him. "Thanks karkat"
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So I forgot what I say here tbh just hey I wrote 1599 words;) hope you liked it?
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