sad seduction.[part 1]

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louis pov:)

its been over two weeks, ashley hasnt come out of her room. she ate three times, and only uses the restroom when were all asleep. she locks her door. she wont let me in, or anybody actually. not that i know of. i love her, it hates me to see her like this. 

harrys pov:)

i feel so guilty, ive been going in ashleys room everyday at night when nobody else is awake. she should be talking to louis, not me. but she has a huge problem.....shes dying inside. she told me when she was younger, about 11 or 12 she started cutting herself. it hepled pain, or whatever, and one day zayn walked in on her, and he got her to stop. he helped her everytime she wanted to do it again. she says that nobody else could help, only zayn. not even louis. she said that she cant eat, or sleep, or love anybody at all.im really worried, but i meant her friend gabby, shes the one who stabbed chelsea with a seringe, and got her to  pass out. she went crazy whote girl on her ass. and shes like really hot. i might ask her out.

ashleys pov:)

i havent been out of my room in weeks, i cant sleep, or eat, or even love anymore. i feel empty. dead. i wanna die. its my fault. he told me he loved me, and i almost died on him, its my fault his heart gave out. hes had heart problems since he was five years old. he hasnt had this happen since i got hit by a car when i was 11. he was in the hospital for a month. i guess when i got hit, he panicked. i only broke my arm. the person didnt even check on me, they got out and checked on him. i got really worried about him. he almost died. the doctor said he died for a few minutes. his heart isnt strong enough to fight pain like that. i started cutting myself. i couldnt stop. then one day he came home. i didnt know, he walked in my room, and i was cutting my arm, and he threw the razor out the window. ever since then, hes been my life path. he was always there to help me, to stop me from cutting. but without him here. im dying inside. hes dead, and i cant save myself this time. im going to die. i wanna be with him. i wanna be safe. not even louis can help me. if i keep up with not eating, or taking my medication ill die. i love zayn. i cant love louis anymore. i told zayn i loved him, but i didnt mean it like that then, i do now. i wanna be with him, if i was i would have never been cut, never have been in the hospital, and he wouldnt have died. i hate myself. 

gabbys pov:)

i showed up at the house where ashley was living, i was going to surprise her, but i walked in, and there was a girl on the floor, not her. some blonde bimbo bitch. i walked upstairs and there was blood everywhere. i put the girl in my car, and drove to the hospital. i went inside and i found out that girl tried to kill my best friend, so when she came in i stabbed her with a seringe. she passed out and i turned her to the police.  then zayn collapsed, and the doctors had to do tests, and stuff. about ten hours later he came out, and said his heart couldnt fight anymore, and it just gave out. ashley couldve died for good. but i need to talk to her.

i walked around the corner to go downstairs, i wanted something toeat, and the boys are letting me move in. so yay!but of course i had to bump into green eyed, curly, rock hard abs harry. 

"sorry hare-bear."

"hare-bear??is that my nickname now?"

"yes it is. so.....do you wanna hang out with me, like watch a movie or something?"

"uhh yeah sure. i pick though."

i got us popcorn, and i sat down. harry just put the movie in. i wonder what it is. 

"be prepared for the drama gabby."

"wow. harry, the bachelor.................... really???"

"i happen to like this show, thats why i have the box set of seasons on dvd., why do you wanna watch nemo instead?"

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