The Difference Between(Alana's Story) Scorch Trails

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Alana's P.O.V
I started to sob. I screamed, trying to make myself feel better but, nothing was working. I kept sobbing so hard that I felt pain, I want to to die to get away from everything. I got up and stood on the edge of the cliff, I faced the camp while my heels are on the edge, I kept moving slowly closer to the cliff. I put myself off, but when I felt some air hit me than stopped, I looked at the figure who stopped me. Minho. I look at him, he pulls me into a hug close to his chest. I started to sob, he tried to clam me down but, the phrase came into my mind again that made me feel safe. I started to calm down, he looks at me moving the hair away from my face.

"What's wrong?" He asks me. I wanted to tell him but, of I did it might make the pain even worse.

"Tommy." I answer him, remembering when we where in the Maze. I looked at him, still having tears rolling down my eyes. He wiped them away and says to me

"I'll bring you back to camp and you can lay down. Does that sound like a plan?" I nod and he walks me to the camp. When we get there, I lay down with Minho's arm as a pillow and my head was to his chest. I sniffed, I looked at Newt, who had a blank face on staring at the fire. I looked at Brenda who was now sharpening her knife, Jorge was doing the same thing as Newt. I didn't even look at Thomas because he made feel this way, I felt better being by Minho, when I come back this is what I get from Thomas.

Thomas's P.O.V
   I looked at Alana and see that she's been hurt. I look at her but, she's not looking back at me, my chest feels guilt, building bigger and bigger. I felt more hurted than ever because of what I did to her. I'll always love you I thought to myself. I took out my anger on her because I knew I wasn't confident enough, she's done so much to save my life that I wish that I died in the Maze.

Alana's P.O.V
    I wanted to talk to Newt but,  I didn't know if he want to talk to me. I felt.........different, everything changed after we escaped the Maze.

    "I miss the Glade." I heard Frypan say. I looked at him and saw that tears where about to form in his eyes I knew what he was saying because he would never say that unless some thing really bad changed us.

    "Me too, tour not the only one who thinks that everything changed around here." Everyone looked at me, than I say

   "What, it's true. Some things are good, some things are terrible, I'm not going to lie about that." I couldn't understand why everyone is giving me looks when they know it too. People have changed, WICKED is killing every friendship we have, they ruined our home where we started together, our friends are dieing at the hands of WICKED, and finally they are useing me against them. I felt my eyelids feel heavy than they started to shut me away from everyone until it was totllay black.

Alana's Dream
    I looked around the darkness, seeing what it was this time. But this time it wasn't the same, Ava was holding a gun to Minho's head and says

    "Tell me or all of them will die." She's calm like she's expecting me to give her what she wants.

     "I don't know what your talking about!" I yell at her. She pulled the trigger, I screamed and sobbed. I tried to get myself untied, to go to his limpy with his face to the dust, a pole of blood was circling him. She had a gun to Thomas's head, I tried to get myself out of the chair but, even if I tried to get out the ropes are too strong.

     "Tell me!" Ava yelled at me. I still didn't know what she wanted still.

      "What do you want me to tell you!?" I yelled at her, still sobbing and yelling at the same time.

      "Don't play dumb!" She says as she pushes it harder on his head. I had nothing, I have all of this information and I don't know what she wants. She pulled the trigger, and I sobbed and screamed for her to please stop but, she didn't. She now put the gun on Newt, I saw in his eyes that to let him die.

     "Say where it is or let your own brother die." She yelled at me a little bit. She must be looking for something maybe a place or something. She slowly pulled the trigger, I tried to get out of the ropes but, when she shot it, Newt was gone. I sobbed with my head down, She came over and punched me in the face, I felt liquid run down from my nose, she put the gun to my forehead and pulled the trigger.

Alana's P.O.V
   I sat up screaming but, when only it came out a little I covered my mouth with my hand. I looked down to see that Minho is not there next to me anymore, I looked around worried until I saw a black figure, I grabbed my bow and one arrow than pointed it at the figure ready, I waited. I put it down when I saw that the black figure was Minho. He got some supplies in his hand which where not ours, I think he went off to get more supplies. I felt wetness come down, I dropped the bow and arrow on the dusty ground than ran to him with open arms. I put them around him while sobbing with happiness that he was alive. He dropped the suppules and put his arms around me than whispers

    "Nightmare again?" I looked at him and say

      "But, a different one this time."

Minho's P.O.V
    She explained her dream to me. That I was one of the 3 that got captured and shot by a doctor from WICKED, she wanted something from her and the docter shot the captured people each time that she didn't answer her question. I pulled her into a hug and say to her, making sure that she is all right

    "I really wish these dreams go away for you." She looks at me and I look back at her. She's suffering from these bad dreams ever since she lost all of her friends from the Maze and people who died outside the Glade. No where is safe if WICKED is in reach, one day we'll take them down so they'll never hurt Alana again. There using her so that they have control over us because she's closest to us than ever. When I meet them in person I'll have to punch them in the face. I looked over at Teresa's sleeping body than back at Alana, I laid down next to her with my arm under her head. I pulled her closer to me, she's suffering more than we are, dreams that might mean something, fighting for her life and ours, trying to protect us from WICKED, she can't deal with this on her own unless she has someone. Everyone is trying to help her but, she keeps pushing us away and handles it in her own hands.

    "Alana." I say

     "Yes." She answers back.

      "Can you promise me that you don't handle stuff on your own?" I ask her. I saw the sadness in her eyes than I saw her mouth mimic

       "Yeah, it's just I don't want to drag anyone into it and get hurt or worse even die just because I killed them." Tears started to stream from her brown eyes and her brown hair is wet with tears from yesterday.

Alana's P.O.V
    I-I don't ever want anyone into this. I'm breaking apart piece by piece and that is all because of what WICKED has done to us, used us, tested us, kill us, even worse torture us. Too many inconnect teenagers dieing because of WICKED, if I went back this whole group with both Group A and B in it including new people who want the cure to save there lives. I felt my eyes feel heavy and when they closed they shut me out of reality and into the dream world.