I narrowed my eyes watching him walk over to me.
What did he want now.
His crooked smile raised over his face.
Then he slowly walked pasted me. Not smiling at me at all. Ignoring me just to avoid world war 3 for the millionth time.
"April" a voice trial
"yes" I blankly stated.
"why don't you just-" i him off seth
"Seth shut up. Please I won't give him the pleasure of my thoughts anymore." I said.
"you used to be great friends" he said
"listen to yourself used to be. Those days are were in the past."I smiled
I rolled my eyes moving towards the girls change room.
"great" I said annoyed
"April" Dean said like I meant nothing absolutely nothing.
"what'd you want ?" I said frowning.
"nevermind " he said following my frown.
" god fuck off why can't you just leave me alone" I screamed.
"ha. ha." he laughed
"I have left you alone you little bit- just whatever you've chang-"
"I haven't changed I'm the same bitch that fell for ..
haha what am I Kidding I cant believe I ever did . I can believe I still do.. I can't" I said running into the girls locker room.
I didn't cry I was done with all of that.
"April is that you" the bellas said in unison. they didn't do it all the time but boy was it annoying.
" yeah *sigh* it is" I mumbled
"dean" brie asked
"Ambrose" I nodded.
"oh you dont need him. you need a gteat man like john" nikki said.
I rolled my eyes. only nikki would say something like that.
" shut up nikki" brie said hitting her.
" I just Don't get it you two were inserverable when you guess arrived. every day I see you to together. you were so perfect. nikki says.
"I know" I say back.
"so what happened" brie asked.
"that's the problem nothing happened. I knew I should've caught feelings but how could I not." I sighed moving my hands through my hair.
" I knew this would happen. I was worned. I couldn't help it all the little things he did made me smile. all the things he said made me laugh. and he .. he
was definitely worth it" I said
" but whatever right?
right?" I said walking out
"I need some air"
I passed by Cameron who probably heard everything I said.
cause I was practically screaming like dolph in his promos.
she snickered at me as she notices dean and trys to piss me off.
" heyy deanie" she says
he looks up from this phone and narrows his eyes as smiles knowing that whatever happens next will piss me off.
"yeah" he smirks walking up to her.all smiles.
"topical" I saying throwing my hand up and walking outside.
3rd person pov
"so um dea-
"hold on I'm going to check on April" he says.
"why? she clearly doesn't care about you" Cameron says
he ignores her and pushes her aside running after April.
normal pov
"April , April wait up" he runs
"what dean" I say annoyed
"look at me"
"NO" and I continue to walk away
he grabs my hand spinning me around.
"let me go! You ass" I scream
"no you need to talk to me April" he said calmly
this surprised me and I softed my face.
" fine" I mumbled
"whats the deal with you" he smiles
"the deal with me " I laugh
me me are you stupid it's all you. you never noticed. I fel- I I fricken love you.. you idoit. you think I like acting this way.
I they told me you would never like me more than a friend. so only way to get over you was for me to not be around you." I said shutting my eyes really tight.
"me acting like this was the only way" I whispered
he stood silent for a moment.
"see what i mean you never do anything. they were right." I said walking off.
"wait" he said
a small smile crack on my hardened face.
"make me stay" I said under my breath.
" did it work?" he questioned
"what work" I asked
" did it work" he asked again
"what dean I don't-
"Have you ever stopped loving me. Did hating me work? " he asked louder
" how could you ever ask t-"
"answer the fricken question April" he said getting frustrated.
"no" I whispered
"no it never did. if anything I hated my self more for hurt you and myself."
"good cause I never did either" he said moving closer
"and this . us .we would never work.
one sided relationships would never last"he smirked
be for pulling me in a tight hug.
"I've always loved you." he chuckled.
