The Final Cut

Chapter 9

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"STOP EATING EACH OTHERS FACES... LIKE FREAKING PDA PEOPLE!!!" she yelled and everyone laughed. everyone but me. in the corner. looking out the window. maybe I should....

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maybe I should just run away again. I mean, I still have the money. I dont want to hurt anyone. I've been free for ONE day and already this. okay. I wont run away. not unless Jacob actually likes me.

why? because... im not ready for love. im too young. he's probably going to want to be serious. ( were the Jasminators at) I just dont want to hurt him. ill just go see if Aatrox will let me live with him. I could find a job and pay him for letting me st..

"we're here" Eric yelled bringing me out of my thoughts. I smiled and got out as well as the rest of us. the boys got out last. I was just chit  chatting with Nicky and Kate as the boys did a bit behind us. once we got inside we bought like 3 big bags of popcorn and 2 Mediums. (the girls and I had  the big ones cus... we like food)

" You eat alot." I heard Eric say to me. I shrugged and sipped some of my coke.

"hey I haven't had a proper dinner in 8 years what do you suppose I'd do?" I said looking at him. He laughed and linked arms with Nicki

"Aye Yorkie ." I said. Nicky sighed and turned back to us. I pointed at the floor.

"you're dropping popcorn." she rolled her eyes and turned away. I shrugged and mumbled " you're not getting any of mine if you drop it all..." Kate laughed. this is one of the reasons I love Kate. she thinks everything is absolutely funny or amazing. I'd like to be her for a day.

We all caught up. I was now standing by Jacob. he's still my best friend so I put my arm around his neck. He put his arm around my waist.

" so... Aatrox." he said awkwardly.

I sighed. "yeah..."

"yeah" he repeated

I quickly tried to change the subject.

" So why did Nathan leave?"  I asked I actually do want to know this.

" he, uh, his mom got diagnosed with leukaemia. he said he wanted to stay but his mom is the only one in his family he had left. he said he really did love Kate, but... yeah, he moved back to Idaho." he explained.

" well, he had a good reason, at least. I mean his mom really is the only one he has left after his sister's car accident and.. his dad was... killed." I said sadly. he sighed

" yeah. but Kate really was messed up, cried for weeks. didn't eat for like... 3 days straight, and you know, that's a long time for Kate. she stayed in bed for weeks. didn't speak to anyone. she said she'll only speak to you if you came back."  he said. he looked at me. we both stopped walking.

"she said that?" I asked. he nodded. Best friends actually means best friends. I love them. I know they'd do anything for me. and I for them.

we sat in this order:

Kate, Me, Jacob, Eric, Nicky.

I smiled at Jacob as he smiled too.

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the movie finally started. I found out that I do feel like her. I dont want to be a grenade. I Know he's gonna come looking for me. I Know that I will die if he finds me. I don't want to be a grenade.

I layed my head down on Jacob's shoulder. I ate some popcorn. Jacob looked at me and smiled. I looked at him.

"dont stare. that's rude" I said just above a whisper in a  joking voice. he let out a small laugh.

"I cant help it. I like looking at beautiful people." he whispered. this made my heart race. oh God. I smiled "Okay Augustus." I said. he smiled. "okay beautiful person." I shook my head smiling and layed my head back down on his shoulder.

Kate nudged me and signaled to my phone. I turned the brightness all the way down and looked at it it was a convo on Kik•.

Nicky: ummmmmmm. is there something going on between u and J

Kate: HELLER????

Nicky: WOMAN

me: like guys... I was obvi watching the movie.

Nicky: not really watching so much of it. like really u and Jacob. don't try to avoid the question.

me: there's nothing between us.

Kate: I know that look on yours and Jacobs face.

me: wat r u talking about

Nicky: that : omg I really wanna kiss u rn look.

Me: omg. shut up guys.

Kate: but fr. u know u can tell us anything do u like like Jacob?

I haven't asked myself that question actually.

me: guys watch the movie. okay? okay.

*leaves conversation*

I put my phone up and layed my phone I looked over at Kate. she sighed at me and turn her phone off.

I layed my head on Jacobs shoulder again. I don't know. I dont like him. do I? damn it. life is complicated ad hell. ugh

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