Hi! Hello! [BOOK 3] || BAE JINYOUNG

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Today; 23:30

Seorin..
Are you okay now?
I'm sorry that I didn't visited you
Why won't you tell me first?

.. I want to
But I don't want to disturb
your busy schedule
I'm fine. Don't worry about me.

Great then..
I'll be back to Seoul this Saturday
Don't wait for me
I'm afraid that you'll be busy on that day

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I take a look at the calendar on my desk. Saturday. It's still take a long time for the day to come. I take a red marker pen, circling on the date. "Should I wait for him at the airport for his arrival as a surprise?" I thought.

KATALK!

My phone vibrates. I open the messages that someone sent to me. "Seorin.. Let's hangout with Guanlin and Woojin today. I'll text you the address. - Jihoon." I read it, saving his phone number into my contact list.

I ask my manager for my new schedule after I've been diagnosed having a heart disease. Thankfully my slots are empty, same with my other members. I take a look at my wardrobe, deciding what clothes to wear.

"Another outing, Seorin?" Nana asks while reading a novel on her bed.

"Yeah. With Guanlin, Jihoon and Woojin oppa. Do you want to come over?" I asks her back after finished answering her question.

"Can I? I'm not disturbing the group outing right?" She puts down her novel, looking at me with full of wishes.

I nod, getting a hug from her. "Thanks Seorin! I really love to go for an outing." She states.

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"Jihoon sunbae~" I call Jihoon who is eating a taco, as soon as Nana and I arrived at the park.

He munches down his food, trying to hug me with his dirty hands that are full of crumbs. I back off, hugging Guanlin and Woojin instead.

"I bring Nana unnie to upgrade our outing. She's an easy going person. Also, she cooks better than me." I compliment on Nana a lot until her face turns red.

"Our Seorin looks cute with these kinds of hairstyles." Jihoon plays with my hair like a kid.

"That's why Jinyoung falls for you." Woojin teases.

I become silent. The things turn awkward after he mentioned Jinyoung name. Guanlin and Nana walk next to me, trying to increase back my mood.

"... But I'm curious. What type of cf shooting that he gone for at Jejudo?" I ask Woojin all of sudden.

"Cf shooting? Did he said that? He told us that he was on vacation with his friends." Jihoon interrupts Woojin to answer.

I bite my lip. "You lied.. Bae Jinyoung." I mumble.

All of us have fun together except me. I feel like been stabbed by my own boyfriend. I keep on zoning out when they talked about something.

Jihoon who sits next to me, worried looking me. "Seorin.. You looked like you're not fine. Do you want to continue with this outing?" He asks.

"I'm fine.. Let's go to somewhere fun. This place is not my style." I tell them, fake smiling.

"Ouh?! You're Seo Seorin, right?! Awww I'm your fan!" A girl asks me when we were walking away from the shop. I bow to her, nodding shyly.

"You're more beautiful in person. May I have a picture with you?" She gives me her phone right away, clinging next to me.

After I finished clicking the snap button, I walk away after greets her goodbye. "She's truly such a beauty. But it's a pity that Jinyoung went for a vacation with someone else." I heard the girl muttered.

My heart feels weak. I start searching my pills inside my bag, panicked. "Seorin, what's wrong? Do you want to rest for a while?" Nana holds my hand, preventing me from falling on the ground.

I nod, sitting on the nearest bench. I take two pieces of pills and gulping them down. Nana keeps caressing my back, calming me down. "Mianhae.. I destroyed this outing. If I'm still as healthy as last time we would have gone somewhere fun." I tell them with sad tone.

"Don't be sorry, Seorin. We shouldn't bring up Jinyoung name when we went for outing." Woojin says with full of regret.

"Gwaenchana.. It's all already past. Let's go to watch something." I turn back their mood on.

We cling on each others' arms, walking to the nearest cinema. I smile when I see them smiling. I can smile even without Jinyoung in my life. I can prove it.

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