Hi! Hello! [BOOK 3] || BAE JINYOUNG

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".. Let's breakup."

Jinyoung sits next to me, shocked to hear that word comes out from my mouth. "Rinnie.. Why all of sudden?"

"I just don't wanna play this game.. No more. You always went out with other girls when I'm not by your side. And nowadays you lied to me.. How can I trust you?" I gather up my courage to look at him with tears wetting my cheeks.

He tries to wipe my tears but I back off, parry his hands away. ".. I know that you're faking off your happy face when I asked you to go for this date.."

"I'm not faking it. I really want to go for a walk with you.."

"I heard your phone call just now with the girl named Minyoung. You were so jealous when I went out with Jinan and my other boy friends. Don't you know how I felt when you always spend your time with other girls?" I ask him in anger.

"Since when you love to eavesdrop my phonecalls?!" He suddenly raises his voice, looking at me with fire in his eyes. "Minyoung called me because she needs help!"

"What about me? I always need your help.. When I'm sick, you left me and went to Jeju instead, lying to me that you're going for a photoshoot. When we went to date a few days ago, you excused yourself lying to me again that you have works but.. I saw you entered the restaurant again to meet your girl friend." I explain to him my feelings nowadays.

".. Yes. I have a few regrets that I decided when I dated you. I can't hangout with my friends because you always called me, messaged me and asked me to go out with you. You're like disturbing my precious time in my 20s." He admits everything.

I take out the movie ticket that he gave me yesterday, throwing it to his face. "Take it! Go with your girl friends that are more precious than I am. I won't regret that I end up breaking up with you. Soon, I will leave this world too."

"What you're talking about? Did.. Did you want to do a suicide?!" He looks worried all of sudden.

"Why should you care about anything that happened to me? I'm not your girlfriend anymore." I answer him coldly. ".. This is the end..."

I walk away from the park while sobbing. All the people look at me, whispering to each other.

- - -

I go to the snack bar, ordering two bottles of soju. I drink it up without aware about my cancer. A guy suddenly sits in front of me, calling my name. "Ouh? Jinan.. You're here my friend." I greet him, half drunk.

He takes away the shot glass from my hand. I whine loudly but he quickly shuts my mouth with his point finger. I keep silent, looking at him with unhappy face. "Give me that.. I want to drink it." I ask him with soft voice.

"Seorin.. What happened? You shouldn't drink. You know that it will worsen your cancer, right? Thank goodness you just drink a sip of it because you can't handle alcohol." He gives me a talk, drinking up the soju instead.

"I... I still love him. But.. I have to let him go. I know the chance of me to survive after the surgery is critical. I already surrender.. Tomorrow I will undergo the surgery after a few chemotherapies that I have done." I explain to him, opening the soju bottle and drink it up without using the glass.

"If.. If he knows that I'm going to leave him soon, he won't treat me this way, right?" I ask him, trying to get another gulp but Jinan already takes the bottle away.

".. If you survived.. Will you go back to him?" He asks.

I stay silent, laughing alone like a madman. "That time will never come.. The death is near for me. I can see it."

He hugs me tightly, crying on my shoulder. "Don't say something like that. You know I.. I love you but I let you go because I can see that all your heart was attracted to Jinyoung. I will be by your side along the surgery."

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