❝So hold on to your glasses, we might fall
again in the process of forgetting all,
'cause writing down the tears and submitting our fears-
drowning in your own gin and juice isn't very bright,
I just hope darling, you won't get a winefright.❞
FIRST...
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Spinning over my heels, I stumble upon my steps, but what about the feels, that's leaking out from by ribs.
The darkness of my own habitat frightens me, for I was always a person to slide over my rainbows, till you came, and made me sweep the draining colours from your toes.
Like a Dracula, the darkness of deception, envelops me in a tight hug, which was what I needed, but not from the devil, but your arms instead.
My heart yearns for the sick rumbling of the bed,
to silence them, to quench their thirst,
but before reaching for the bay, the revered rivers burst,
flooding my room with those heavy whispers,
with crisps and brittles, and little of the bitters-
I can never shut them with my hand over my ears, but that's not the reason why my body is running away from the darkest fears.
Had I not been yours, I wouldn't be the little crying mouse, scared to enter the world, above my bill of the house.
Had I not been yours, my throat wouldn't be choked from all the soot I swallowed.
From the cruel punishments of that I followed,
You were the pain I lived,
The phantom I craved,
The pleasure I tripped,
The serenity I braved.
My existence denies me, And want to reside under you.
But tell me,
How can I tell the naive spirits, that you are the devil, that lives in me.
Your whispers are flowing in my veins. While you hear me talk, I know it's too late to ask,
But forgive me, for I've trusted you, Well enough for you to laugh.
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When you love someone and that person cheats on you, your self esteem lowers and your insecurities jump in, which can even cause depression, anxiety and other disorders kick in.
