Life

The emergency room

I WANT TO KNOW! TELL ME! IS SHE FINE?

The doctor came in and told me to calm myself.

How does he want me to be calm if I don't know anything about my little sister. All I remember is that I closed the door so my dad wouldn't hurt her. I don't know if she is safe.

Let me out I have to go to my house.

Doctor: "I'm afraid I won't be able to do that your still weak you lost a lot of blood"

I pull the cords attach to me and tried to get out of bed but I fell I couldn't balance. I felt the pain return to my body but I didn't care. It was worth going to my house to check on my little sister to know if she was fine. I was on the cold floor and I felt a pair of hands pick me up and when I look it was the doctor.

The doctor got mad at me and he went to the small table next the bed. He picked the needle up and shot me in the arm. My vision started to get blurry and I felt my eye lids heavy. My eyes closed and I went to sleep.

I woke up to find my dad in the room. I was mad at my dad. My dad got close to me and got on his knees. He was looking at my hands and crying. He told me that my sister was okay and not to worry about her. He was begging for forgiveness and I didn't know what to do. Then I told him to look in my eyes and beg for forgiveness.

*The thoughts of the father*

My baby girl can barely speak to me. I can hear that she is scared of me. Her hands are shaking. Now I got to see her eyes but I can't see what I did to her. I have turned into a monster. I can't forgive myself. I put a hand against her face, not once but multiple times.

What are you waiting for. If you want forgiveness look me in the eyes.

I saw his right hand move towards his eyes and wiped off the tears. Then he said he was sorry and he didn't know why he did that. And he began to cry and he told me if I remember the room I was. I looked around and it felt if I had been here. But I couldn't remember until he said that it was the same hospital room my mother was after she gave birth to my sister.