Living with the bad boy

forgive?

this chapter might be little dirty

I sow Jorge sitting by the pizza place. I breathed in and then out trying to relax trying not to cry.

"hey."

I sat down infornt of him. He had a serious face. I was scared he wasn't going to forgive me.

He kept looking at me I couldn't hold it any longer.

"If you want to break up with me I understand just please don't just stare at me."

"I'm not going to break up with you."

I let my breath go that I didn't even know I was holding.

"But it doesn't mean I'm not mad at you."

I got up and grabbed Jorge hand.

"Where are we going?"

"Just come with me."

I was gonna make up for what I did to him.

...

I can't believe I was actually gonna do this for his forgiveness.

We were laying on my bed kissing.

He started kissing my neck and grabbed my ass.

For some reason I didn't feel like this was right.

Every time he kissed my lips I would remember of Jose. No Alexandra stop.

He took of my shirt and began kissing my stomach going down but stopping on top of my pants. All of a sudden he started taking them of.

I started to panic, I didn't wanna loss my virginity like this it doesn't feel right.

"I can't I'm sorry!"

"I'm sorry did I rush I should have asked you before if you were sure?"

"Can we just cuddle?"

"Sure."

He laid down next to me. I put my head on his chest while he played with my hair.

"Are you still mad at me?"

"No baby I can't be mad at you to long, what time is it?"

I grabbed my phone and checked the time.

"7:30 why?"

"I'm sorry baby but i have to go I'll call you tomorrow."

He kissed me and left.

I started at the ceiling, why do I feel so uncomfortable with Jorge now.

My eyes staring closing and I feel into a deep sleep.

"Yes, yes don't stop!"

It was how imagined it was going to be when I did it the first time. Jose had taken me out to eat and then we went to a nice hotel. After we started kissing slowly and all of are cloth were off.

"Don't stop.. Jose!"

"I won't baby."

Wait Jose!!!!

"It was just dream," I was breathing hard. I got up and walked to the bathroom and splashed water on my face.

What the fuck is happening to me,I can't fall for him and I won't if it's the last thing I do.

I have Jorge he's the best boyfriend a girl can have.

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sorry I haven't put a chapter in a while been busy.

but I'm back and well post another chapter tomorrow well I'll try.

you should check out my another book

mate with the bad boy (alpha)

gonna try and add more drama and action c:

don't forget to

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