I was always the girl a little too obsessed
With the darkness of death
And the words of those with so much
More pain than I've ever felt.
I was always the girl that felt
All the empathy in the world
For everyone else but
Myself.
I am still the girl a little too
Invested in the suffering of others.
But now I find myself
Completely incapable of feeling any sadness
Upon my step mother passing.
All I feel is guilt for feeling nothing at all.
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Dysphoria And Other Ritualistic Behaviours
PoetryMy mind is a storm water drain. Contained within is my current attempt to force my hand. I used to write every night, now I'm lucky if it's once every three months.
