"I don't know cute bums, I just think you should." Nari sighed out as the two of you were walking through the halls.
You had told her about the little realization you had about having a crush on a certain goof.
It wasn't going that well so far.
"Oh come on, Y/N." She scoffed. "I know you're not used to these stuff but trust me- nothing will happen if you don't take action."
"How do I know when the right time is to confess to the guy i like is?" You piped in fake annoyance. "Text my bestie to see if she agrees?"
"See? You're catching up already!" She said and you started laughing.
The two of you got a whole lot closer after the night she stayed over.
She had even given you a cute friendship bracelet and you were thinking of knitting her a scarf after exam weeks were over.
***
You felt like your life was over.
Grabbing at your hair frustratedly, you went over your exam schedule one more time.
Crap.
You were so doomed.
"Y/N, you coming sweety?" Your granny sweetly asked as she poked her pink hair through your door, some of it falling in her eyes while doing so.
It was the monthly neighborhood renunion day where all the cool grandmas in the area would meet up and have fun together.
You never missed out on any until thus far. And not being able to go when the boys decided to check it out too dissapointed you, really.
You got up and went next to her, brushing the bits of pink back while doing so.
"I'm sorry grans, I mixed the dates for my exams and I really need to study."
She shaked it off, flailing her wrist around with an understanding expression on her face. She patted you on the head and muttered an it's okay, darling before skipping her way down the stairs.
You let out a content sigh after hearing the front door close, immediatly getting into work mode.
Hair tucked up. Books out. Pens scattered and study light on.
You got this.
***
Hair falling from its place. Eyes drooping. Stomach rumbling.
You so don't got this.
Groaning in the ugliest way possible known to man kind, you got up from your chair and padded along to open the door. You needed a quick snack.
You were walking out when- holy crap. Was that a shadow walking towards you?
You backed up towards your room slowly eyes popped out with frantic fear of what would become of you.
You were thinking about how quiet you should be when you suddenly tripped on something, letting out a scream and closing your eyes.
That's it. You're dead. Sayounara world. This was all Lee Y/N's life before you-
"You okay cute bums?"
Hold up- who to the what now? Was Kim Taehyung really holding you right now? Nah. That was too good to be true. Which left you with the only logical answer-
"Yup. I'm in the afterlife."
You looked around the room with a poker face and waited to see any of the other angels taking the form of a Bangtan member. Nothing. Aww, really?
"Y/N, snap out of it. Seriously, we let you alone for a few hours and you look like a zombie who has starved itself from brains and decided to wear its grannys outfits to go and hunt some."
Welp.
There goes your afterlife belief.
"Don't mock me, Kim Taehyung. Do you know how much you scared me?" You sighed out after he let go of you. "I seriously thought you were a-a murderer or something!"
He looked at you with a deep expression. A little concern and something else you couldn't quite put a finger on. Adoration?
Nah.
"I'm sorry cute bums. Would some fresh made cookies make up for it? We put in extra chocolate." Crap. He was luring you in.
"With milk on the side?" You asked tilting your head slightly to the side. And you had no idea why your voice was higher than usual.
"With milk on the side." He chuckled out and you swore it was a tad lower than the usual.
He went downstairs to the kitchen to grab the apology snacks and something struck you.
Was this perhaps the moment you were supposed to make the move?
You grabbed your phone to text Nari quick. If anybody knew, it would be your bestie, right?
Your skin crawled with childish excitement when she replied with a this is your moment cute bums, go for it.
***
And you felt the heat rush up to your cheeks as Taehyung entered the room with a tray of milk and cookies in his hands.
He handed you the tray before taking one for himself and plopping down on the chair you had sat on while studying for hours.
His hand trailed the the messy notes and scattered highlighters and you felt your stomach flipping over and over again.
You gulped down some of the milk while your thoughts tortured you, still staring.
Okay Y/N, you got this.
"You might as well draw my face in detail while you're at it."
Proven wrong once again.
You suddenly felt the need to give up. You couldn't confess to Taehyung. What if he rejected you? Then you'll be able to peacfully move on- Nari's annoying words played in your head.
You suddenly found Taehyung crouching im front of you, touching your forehead.
"Not temperature." He sighed.
"I think you really overworked yourself today Y/N, seriously. I'll go bring you some water alright? Then you're taking a good nap."
His voice was calm but it sent tingling sensations all throughout your body. Why did he have you fall for him so bad?
***
It was not that later that he came in with the promised cup of water in his hand, waiting until you gulped it all down, smiling slightly while doing so.
Alright, yeah, that's it.
"Kim Taehyung," you can do it "I-I really like you."
He just stared at you blankly and you felt the tears build in your eyes, trying cover it up with a fake smile.
"I mean it's totally fine if you don't feel the same way for a hopeless potato like me, not that potatoes are bad but what I'm trying to say is when me as a potato-"
"What is this Mc Donald's?" He combed through his hair with an ureadable expression on his face.
Probably agitation.
You laughed really hard, too scared he would hear how hard your heart was shattering. What did you expect?
You got this Y/N?
Pff. Comical.
You kept staring at the floor before the loud slam of your door made you jump.
So you went to curled up to yourself and tried not to let the tears out. If he rejected you, as Nari explained, there were two options you could choose from- moving on or trying harder.
But at that moment, all you could think of was how much you needed a big hug.
***
So i have a soft spot for potatoes lol im sorry if that part turned out wierd.
And so the upsetting times has come dun dun duuun.
Anywho the pic on the media shows how i imagine granny jis hair idk
Anyways bayah
CB❤
