Decisions

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"Y/N, love, you sure you're not coming?" Jimin sweetly asked, his eyes pitiful while looking over your tired form.

You figured you couldn't sleep last night- not after the total humiliation you so pathetically put yourself into- so you had to think of something to take your mind off of things.

And what could be better than drowning yourself in a poopload of work in the middle of the night right? But, yeah, it kinda did make you look like a starving panda eyed messy-

"Um Y/N?" Jimin catiously asked. Okay you needed to stop zoning out so much.

"Y-yeah? Oh, right, no I-I'm alright. Besides cereal seems easier. A fancy Burger King doesn't sound so appealing at the moment. But still, thanks."

You flashed him an assuring thumbs up and he mumbled an unsure okay before padding his way downstairs.

And as soon as you heard the front door close, you immediately put your head back in your text books.

Now, you know that the holy cereal should not be lied about. You also know that a girl should never skip on her meals. But you couldn't help it you just felt so... empty.

You had a tornado of questions in your mind and since this is the first time you've ever come face with something like this your brain just looked for an exit which is where the studying comes in.

You had cacooned your mind and heart in a very thick layer of math problems and Edgar Allan Poe storys which acted as a protector from the heart shattering truth.

You knew this couldn't go on for ever but just a little bit more.

Just a little bit.

***
"Lee Y/N it's been 2000 years would you please just stop studying!" Eunmi huffed with her arms cutely on her hips, her doll face holding the most adorable cross expression.

Why did this girl have to be so cute again?

You let out a small chuckle and she held your hands in attempt to drag you to sit on your bed with her.

You were guessing Granny Ji had brought her after sensing you were a little distressed. That woman seriously knew how to cheer you up.

"Where are you dragging me sweety?" You tried to ask the little toddler but she seemed too focused on how much heavier you were from her.

"Alright!" She exclaimed sweetly with her little arms flying around after she managed to sit you on the ground.

"Now all you need to do is cross your legs and relax, Y/N, 'cause I'm gonna give you a mokeaver." She said, trying to sound professional, but insted just struggling at the makeover part.

"Wait not without me!" You heard a squeaky voice pant out as your door flew open to showcase a messy haired Nari.

"Because, seriously, if you ain't gonna answer my texts," more panting, "might as well get the answers out of you myself."

***

It was an aggravating process to say the least. Nari kept talking with Eunmi about how the orphanage cafeteria was too big and could be made into something else. And you. You were just thinking.

That was the actual annoyance though- not the girls. You couldn't get Kim freaking Teahyung out of your mind! You were so confused so upset but yet here he was. Still in your head. Still messing with you.

Maybe he just has a thing for potatoes?

Hm perhaps I asked the wrong way...

Oh no do I not talk to him again now that I'm rejected?

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