Tour//Justin Blake//[COMPLETED]

i'll mend myself before it gets me.

Justin's Pov: I hate myself. Im 18 and I can't even have a friend in my life that trusts or truly cares about me. I miss Tyler, I miss Lyra. I just fucking miss them! So I got into my car and decided to drive around for a bit so I can clear my head a bit.

(listen to the song, also dont start it untill you see these 《》《》《》)

Justin's Pov: While I was driving I decided to turn on a song that got me through so much shit. 'Rise Above This' By; Seether.

《》《》《》START SONG!

Justin's Pov: I listened to it the entire time I was driving and I cried and cried. I went to park my car so I can sit in there and cry without getting into a wreck. But I got out something I haven't used since I was 15. A razor blade. I kept hurting myself and hurting myself until my hoodie sleeve was soaked in blood. I drove home and took some random medication and passed out.
I woke up in a Hospital with my brother, Danny, my mom and dad, and Lyra? I asked "why in the fuck is she here?!" my mom said back "Justin, she's here because she cares about you.". I cried and said "NO SHE FUCKING DOESN'T! MY OWN FAMILY DOESN'T EVEN CARE ABOUT ME!".

.sorry.