mistake >> lumark

08

JULY 24TH 2018

hello journal,

I haven't talked to you or lucas lately. he changed his number and he hasn't been to our apartment since I caught him with jungwoo.

he's probably still with jungwoo, but that's okay.

there's a page about me, donghyuck and jeno showed me it.

I know jungwoo made it, its a hate page.

he talks shit about me daily on there, but it didn't bother me until today.

there was a video posted..

there was a video of me.. doing things to lucas. something he recorded that I told him to keep to himself.

"you're a little slut for me aren't you marky? and only for me huh?" lucas asked me in that video and I answer yes. "then why do you keep talking to other boys huh?" he pulled my hair, lucas loved to talk dirty while we had our intimate moments.. some words we would say just to get himself off.

his jealousy was unbelievable. if mark simply looked at another boy, he would bring it up durning their "love making".

but that caption said I was a slut for anybody.. jungwoo has the balls to write that I had cheated on lucas multiple times. he said I've cheated on lucas with donghyuck and with jeno!

both of them try to clear it up, commenting on the post that they've never had sexual relations with me but it only made it worse.

everyone just kept commenting things like im a "slut".

but hey..

at least lucas still loves me.

it's just a stupid fucking mistake.

- M.L♡