mistake >> lumark

02

MAY 29TH 2018

hello journal,

i don't understand him. he said he was sorry. he said it will never happen again journal!

I don't know what to do.. he keeps telling me he loves me but I don't know why I don't believe him anymore, but I want to believe him..

kim jungwoo.

hes in a grade level higher than me, he's so handsome. he's kind. he's smart. I forgot his major but I bet it's something like phycology. he's always been better than me. ever since elementary.

i used to date this senior in my freshman year of high school. his name was lee taeyong. he was the boy that every girl wanted and every guy wanted to be.

we lasted around 6 months.. jungwoo stole him.

taeyong was my first. my first kiss. my first make out. my first love. my first everything...

jungwoo didn't like taeyong until I did..

jungwoo didn't like LUCAS until I did..

and now this whole thing is happening again..

I feel like I'm going crazy journal but..

lucas loves me..

he just made a mistake

- M.L♡