Secrets { MA CHÉRIE SERIES }

Too Old

"I don't know, Beca. I just don't like the idea" Chloe spoke softly into the phone. She was sat in a black SUV; on her way to the hotel she was staying at.

"You didn't like the idea of this either" Beca replied.

They were currently in separate vehicles. The two couldn't get into the same one being as that they were hiding their relationship to the best of their abilities. Management wasn't forcing them. It was more the two ladies choice then anything. They didn't want their private life in the public eye when their private life is what they had left.

"I just don't want you to have the tour this more then you already signed up for" Chloe whispered.

Her manager was sitting next to her in the black SUV with the driver up in front. Chloe and Beca's managers both knew about the relationship and helped keep it private. Sure, they would sometimes hate them for it. But then they remembered that they asked for it to be private. So their managers are just doing their job.

"You're going to be on set anyway while I tour-"

"Yeah, but still Beca" Chloe sighed.

The brunette was stronger. She had a thicker skin then Chloe did. That being said, Beca could handle this. She could handle the constant life of touring and being in private. Sure, sometimes it drove her a bit crazy when she couldn't be open with Chloe like she would want to be. At the same time, she knew it was for the best. They wanted their life private and they had to work to keep it that way.

Chloe though had a weaker skin. She would slip up more and hold Beca's hand at award shows when they say next to each other or would talk to her like friends wouldn't at interviews. That's why they only did interviews together once in awhile. Chloe would slip up and theories would spread that they were together.

The ginger hair would easily be frustrated by it. After she slipped up, she would be in trouble with management which became whatever to her. Of course she could handle that. But then they would have to do interviews by themselves. They would have to arrive in different cars and stay at different hotels to cover their asses.

"Where are we going with this?" Chloe asked.

This conversation had come up so many times lately. Chloe would ask Beca where they were going with the hiding away and secrets. Would they ever come out to the public world? Or would they just go to their graves with the secret?

Beca would hate that conversation till the days end. It lead to arguments and silence between the two. Chloe was ready. She didn't fully tell Beca how she felt, but Beca had a sense of it.

"We're going back to the hotel-"

"Bec," Chloe sighed. "You know what I mean-"

"Yeah I do and I don't want to argue tonight. I just wanted to get back to the hotel and sleep" Beca whined a bit.

"Fine, you can sleep on the couch bed then-"

"Chloe" Beca groaned.

Chloe knew Beca wouldn't be able to sleep alone. Hell, Chloe couldn't sleep alone. That's why they always had to make sure not to slip up because if they did it would be separate rooms which neither would be able to sleep alone. They needed each other more then they realized.

"We are getting too old for this Beca" Chloe spoke softly.

The hotel lights were rounding the corner down the street. A sigh from Chloe escaped her lips. She knew Beca was already at the hotel because her car arrives ten minutes before. They always had to go in the back way as well. Luckily the hotels were able to help them out with that.