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     it took a week for you to come back to school.

     it was english class, one of the classes we had together. when i walked in, you were already sitting at your seat with your nose buried in a book, your red hair covering your face from everyone.

     we had assigned seats, but i sat next to you anyway.

     "excuse me."

     you looked up from your book, your eyes meeting mine. it was the first time i had seen you up close.

     striking blue eyes that faded to brown near the iris. freckles dotted your nose and cheeks. full, pink lips. i cleared my throat and met your eyes again.

     i had planned what i was going to say you for days, yet i still had no words.

     "how are you?" was what i said. confusion swam through your ocean eyes, and a hint of amusement. the corners of your lips curled upwards as you thought of what to say.

     "i'm fine. how about you?" you replied. i smiled, grateful that you were talking to me.

     "i'm great, thank you for asking." i said. and you smiled back.

     i wasn't thinking straight then. i should have brought it up sooner.

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