Going To Marry You Anyway ↠ McCall {EDITED}

[iv] worthy

chapter four - worthy

"I chased the sun light; been running from your shadow so that I could heal, and I didn't feel."

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AS I was waiting for my ride, I overheard Scott and Stiles talking to each other, almost like a whisper. Deciding to listen, I stood by and put on my sunglasses.

"We know who the kanima is," Stiles spoke but then quickly added, "Well I do."

"Stiles, it's not Jackson," said Scott and sighed. Kanima? Sounds interesting, I thought.

"I saw the kanima with my own eyes, Scott." Stiles defended himself and Scott simply shook his head. I heard the car pulled up and I smiled, getting in the passenger's seat. "Thanks for the ride, Derek. Now tell me, what exactly is a kanima?" I asked after closing the door and buckling up.

"A kanima what now?" he asked and I simply shrugged my shoulders, letting Derek drive. "That's what Scott and his friend over there were talking about. Kinda pinched into their conversation."

"Sabrina, he could find out what you are and it won't be good, at all," warned Derek, driving and took a right. I sighed to myself and checked the time on my phone. It read 12:43 PM. "It's only a quarter to one and for the rest of the day I have two free periods."

"Two free periods?" "I don't know, I don't question it though." I said and leaned back into the seat, closing my eyes.

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"Wait, let me get this straight. According to whatever source you pulled this from, I'm supposed to get married to him?" I asked Derek and he looked at me, his hands in his pockets of his leather jacket. "That's what it said. I wouldn't be telling you this if it wasn't important." Derek stated and I rubbed my forehead, sitting down on the couch.

"Where's Adam?" he asked and I mumbled, "Business trip to New York."

Derek nodded and looked around, licking his lips. "So what am I supposed to do? Be like, 'Oh hey. By the way, I'm supposed to marry you'?!" I exclaimed, sighing out in frustration.

"Or just don't tell him at all. You're not even supposed to know," said Derek.

I gave him a look, "Then why did you bother telling me?"

He shrugged his shoulders and I sighed out in frustration. Derek continued to look at me in such a way I knew that there was something else.

"You know something else, and I know you know," I accused him, pointing my finger at him as I took a few steps closer to him.

"Sabrina, relax and sit down," Derek sighed, walking past by me and bumped into my shoulder. I ran my fingers through my hair and simply shook my head, sitting down on the couch.

"I figured you'd be needing this, so I brought your favorite," said Derek, handing me a cup and a bag with what I'm hoping is food.

The silence was broken by my phone ringing. There was nothing more that I dislike the most than my ex boyfriend Jackson trying to reach out to me.

I simply rolled my eyes, putting my phone on vibrate before turning to look at Derek. The conversation between Scott and Stiles suddenly popped in my head. As if the man sitting down on the couch knew what I was about to ask, he immediately said no.

"Oh, come on, you don't even know what I was going to say!" I exclaimed, talking with my hands as somehow they had a language of their own. "Your face says it all," said Derek and I shook my head, laughing quietly to myself.

"Stiles might have an idea of who the kanima could possibly be. I wouldn't be surprised if it was actually Jackson." I said.

He looked at me with a raised eyebrow, deep in thought then shrugged his shoulders. I looked at him, remembering our little moments with each other that weren't exactly little.

A moan left my lips while my neck was being attacked with kisses all over. His hands were gripping my waist as my back was pressed roughly against the wall. The heat in the moment escalated rather quickly than expect.

We were at my house, my dad was out at a meeting and he trusted Derek, so dad went on with his life and attended the meeting. Derek knew his way in the house, picking me up without warning and began to walk to my room.

The kiss was intense and there was more kissing, more moaning and more teasing. Neither of us couldn't wait any longer. That is, until we both looked at each other, not knowing if one of us had a condom to protect ourselves.

"Do not look at me like I'm just supposed to pull one out of my ass," I mumbled and began to laugh as Derek groaned. "Now what the hell am I supposed to do with this?" He asked, mumbling under his breath and stood up from the bed. Soon enough, the house was empty and quiet once more and for many days to come.

From that day forward, neither of us has spoken about that particular day. But of course, we got immensely close to each other and I was quite breaking the walls of his down. The nonstop flirting, the constant smirk he would give. He was quite the charmer but we never really discussed about his feelings, and definitely not my feelings.

My phone vibrated in my pocket, looking at Derek and he shrugged his shoulders, letting me look at my phone.

Allison💭
Hey girlll, wanna hang out? Homework's stressing me out and I cannot focus on it whatsoever

I quietly laughed to myself while reading the text. Allison and I began to become close, I could tell her and I are going to be close for a long while.

Derek raised a brow while looking at me, trying to figure out what's so amusing on my phone. Without even looking up at him to create eye contact, I simply just said Allison's name. I could hear the floor creaking from someone walking. I looked up and saw Derek standing at the door, his hands in his pockets. "I can drive you to her house if you want." Derek mumbled. I stood up, walking over to him and pat his shoulder lightly. "Thank you, but no thank you," I said, giving him a genuine smile. "I have my car and I wouldn't want anyone thinking that we're together."

"What's wrong with me driving you to Allison's house?" He asked and I shrugged my shoulders before walking to my car. I started to drive, knowing Derek was watching me drive away.

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word count : 1131 words

published and edited on : september 22 2017

season : two