Arriving at my station does really help me to break out from that heart thumping moment. I was suffocating by that thick tension and I could feel that I was so small because of his tall figure. His warmness that he radiated was not uncomfortable. In fact, I felt at ease till I felt drowsy from it. I don’t know why I was feeling like that. But hell, I was so so intimidated and attracted by an unknown stranger.
Checking my time, and it is quarter past 8. It means that I only have 15 minutes to be on time for work. I run as fast as lightning- which is pretty shocking because I am not such an athletic kind of person. But, adrenaline rushes through every inch of my veins and they manage to make my run faster than I can ever imagine. This is nonsense.
After feels like forever, I manage to arrive at my destination- my working place, the model agency. It is the biggest and the most popular agency in the area. I love working here because the pay they give is really good and it is enough for me to pay the rent for my apartment.
Why do I live in THE apartment?
Well, first things first. You know that I have a major problem, like, a serious problem with my parents? So, to show my rebellious side, I decided to move out from that toxic environment and live by myself. It was hard at first, for someone who have lived in a big mansion for as long as she could remember. For someone who had her maids to do everything for her. For someone who, people thought, could get everything she dreamt of and could get her own boyfriend in just a snap of her finger. Then, please answer these questions:
Why can’t I get my own loving and understanding parents?
Because that is the only dream that I ever dreamt of.
Why am I still single and still can’t find my first boyfriend and my true love?
Because supposedly, I can get my own boyfriend in just a snap of my finger.
I set my own standards high for my own ideal boyfriend. Sure, I felt nervous when I was around with guys who my parents paired me up with. They are attractive, handsome and their whole figure scream a whole lot of pheromones. But then, I didn’t feel the sparks, the tingles, the butterflies or whatsoever when I was with them. I told you. I believe in fairy tales like Cinderella, Rapunzel and Beauty and the Beast. That is why, I am still single and drooling over some fictional characters like Levi.
Why do I feel like I’m forgetting something?
Crap, I am late!!! Why am I babbling about my life and dawdling deep in my mind? It is 5 minutes till 9 and I have to get my own body and soul in that building because I am still outside watching the amazing-looking door of that building.
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I managed to be on time for my work. Luckily, my boss didn’t talk too much about it and immediately ordered me to get ready for our shooting today. Makeup can take a lot of time, I tell you. I don’t like heavy makeups so I told my makeup artist to make it simple and natural. I don’t have to put any blusher because I blush easily, somehow. So, he just applied mascara, eyeliner and a little bit of powder on my face to keep it natural. Just a little touch of pink lip gloss on my rosy lips.
Today’s shooting is Spring themed. So, right now, I am wearing a light orange coloured sundress that has some laces below it and it reaches just below my knee, light brown cardigan, black high heels boots. To be honest, I look very cute in it. Not too cute, but the dress looks perfect on me. Confidence is important, they say.
“Pose for me, girl! 1,2 Snap!” The cameraman tells me what to do and I pose for different kinds of shots after like eternity. I am so tired by being a model. It is hard being so beautiful.
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