Broken Soul

the night IT happened

Chapter 7

Lacey's POV

I slowly walk over to his bed and sit down on the edge. I still don't know what I'm going to do, but it's too late now. I'm already here and he's already undressing. He's got his shirt off and is starting to unbuckle his belt. He glances up at me and says 'what's wrong love?' I nervously look up at him and say, 'I've never done this before, so I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing.'

He stops his undressing and walks over to me and holds out his hands. I take his hands and he stands me up. He lets my hands go, then holds my face between his hands and gingerly kisses me. I felt like I was melting. I've never kissed a guy before and it was amazing. I wish that I could say that I had too much wine at dinner and the rest of the night had been a blur, but that would be a lie. I remember every detail and part of me wishes I could forget it and the other part wishes I could do it again.

He begins by taking the clamp out of my hair. It falls around my shoulders and I glance away. He grabs my chin and forces me to look at him. I expect him to frown at me for looking away but he's smiling and says, 'you have nothing to be ashamed of love.' He lets my chin go and kisses me again, this time longer, I feel his tongue slip in my mouth and then I gasp which is replaced by a moan. I can feel Adam smile against my lips and then he takes a step back. He slides the straps of my dress off my shoulders and I shiver. He keeps going and slides the rest of the dress off. All I'm wearing now is panties because I hadn't needed to wear a bra with the dress. Adam takes a couple of steps back and just stares at my body. I feel really uncomfortable, no one has ever seen me fully naked before. I've never been able to have boyfriend since I already have a soulmate. So I never even got a chance to experience things like this. It starts to make me feel extremely sad. Adam notices my sadness and rushes over to me. I hadn't even noticed I was crying until he was wiping tears off my cheeks. He sits down on the bed and pulls me into his lap. I begin to cry harder now and Adam is rocking me in his arms and mumbling words to try and calm me down. After a few minutes I've stopped crying and I look up at Adam. He's staring at me with worried eyes. I sigh internally as he ask me what's wrong. I might as well tell him, it;'s not like this feeling was gonna go away being balled up inside me. 'This love and kindness you've shown me, I've never had it before. I've never had a boyfriend before, so I've never been able to have this experience with anyone. And it made me sad and scared and I guess I just couldn't handle those emotions.' I smile shyly and he takes my chin and kisses me. This time it is me that smiles. 'I will make up for what you've missed, do not worry. There is no need to be sad, you are beautiful and any guy would have been lucky to have you, I know I am.'

He stands up with me in his arms and places me on the bed by the pillows. He finishes taking off his pants and then sits down in front of me. He pulls of my panties and pulls me onto his lap. He begins kissing me and grabbing my butt. With his hold on my butt he starts moving me back and forth against him. I hear him moan and he takes one of his hands off my butt and he starts kissing my neck. I feel him reach in between us and he whispers in my ear 'this may hurt a little, forgive me love.' I only have a second to realize what he meant when I feel something slide into me. I gasp and wince at the pain. Adam is whisper 'shh, its alright' He grabs my butt again and moves my hips slowly. The pain slowly subsides and all I feel is pure pleasure. He's breathing hard as I kiss his neck and whisper 'faster!' He automatically moves my hips faster and faster. I moan against his neck. He stops and in an instant I'm laying on the bed with him in top of me. He starts moving in and out of me, at first slowly, then faster, then slower again. I know he's teasing me and it feels so good, I bite my bottom lip as another moan escapes from them. Now he's going so fast that the headboard is banging against the wall. I can't help but scream 'Oh, Adam!!!' at the top of my lungs.

I start having this weird feeling inside of me, it felt like a pulse and my body started shaking. Adam must have known what it was because he says 'yes, baby, yes! Cum all over me.' I felt like I was going to explode. It felt good but also hurt at the same time. Adam had started moving faster when he had said that. I can barely explain what happened next. It was like something took control of my body. My hips started to rise of the bed and I kept screaming YES! over and over again. Then all the pain was gone and all I felt was complete pleasure. I felt some kind of liquid come out of me, but I didn't pay much attention to it. All I thought about was how amazing and tired I felt. Before I could even close my eyes I felt Adams body move down mine. He kissed my body as he moved down in between my legs. He kissed me there and then started to lick me. It felt weird at first but it instantly turned into pure indulgence. He kept going and then he started sucking, it really hurt and I gasped at the pain. Adam immediately stopped and went back to kissing and licking me. I had just started to relax when I got that weird tingling feeling again. My hands snaked down my body and threaded them into his hair. I pushed him onto my body until I felt that liquid stuff come out of me again. I moaned loudly and let go of his hair.

He gets off the bed and stands next to me. I look over at him and hes panting really hard. 'Now its your turn to please me.' I get off the bed and he sits down on the edge. I looked at him weird and he must have remembered that I don't know anything about sex. 'Neal down in between my legs and I'll guide you through what to do.' I nod my head and does what he says. 'Now you're going to suck my dick, all the have to do is put my dick in your mouth and move your head up and down, got it?' I nod again and move closer to him. He takes my hair up in his hands and I put his dick in my mouth. As soon as I do that Adam takes control, he's moving my head for me so the only thing I have to do it keep my mouth open and run my tongue on his dick. I hear him moan and he moves my head faster. I hadn't known what to do with my hands so I just start rubbing them up and down his thighs. He takes one of my hands and places it just below his dick and tells me to massage his balls. I grabs what feels like a small sack and begin to caress them. Eventually he lets my hair go and leans back on the bed, I continue sucking him and massaging his balls. Somehow I get the idea to suck his balls. So I stop sucking his dick, I raise my head and kiss the tip of his dick which makes him shiver. I then tell him to lay back on the pillows, he complies and then looks at me curiously. I move down towards his dick and grab it with my hand. I move it out of the way and then kiss his balls. I keep kissing them and start licking. At the same time, I've wrapped my hand around his dick and started to move it up and down. I put his balls in my mouth and gently suck on them. I glance up at him and I see him biting his bottom lip. His head is rolled back, I assume that he is enjoying so I continue. All of the sudden he shivers and then tells me to kneel on the floor at the end of the bed. He is kneeling above me on the bed and starts to rub his dick very fast. 'Come on baby, come on.' He tells me to open my mouth and I do as I'm told. He moves closer so that I have to look up at him, his dick is right above my mouth. He is still rubbing his dick, when he moans and this white, creamy stuff comes out of it and into my mouth. It taste kind salty, but it doens't make me want to gag. I swallow remembering what Ellie had told me before I came up here. Adam is now laying on the pillows and pats the bed right beside him. I get off the floor and go lay next to him. I give him a quick kiss and then rest my head against the pillows. He puts his arm around my waist and turns me around so that I'm facing away from him. He whispers 'go to sleep love, I'll wake you in the morning.' That is the last thing I hear before I am sound asleep.