I know i'm not suppose to be freaking out over 500 reads, but seriously... 500?! THAT'S AMAZING! Thank you guys SOOO much! Most people think that's a low amount, but to me, it means the world. I cannot thank each and every one of you enough for reading my lame-O story! So...I haven't posted in a long time, and that's because I'm not feeling it anymore .......BUT I promised I would continue writing. Maybe I'll get some old sparks flying? :)
So...like all the other chapters I have a song... it's "Give your heart a break" By Demi Lovato. Let this be known that I am in LOVE with Niall, and as much as I currently despise Demi, I love love love love this song. So please take a listen in the sidebar, even if you don't like her, because honestly...the girls got talent and GREAT vocals. :D <3 Anywho's... ENJOY this chapter my lovely's :)
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I sighed dramatically as I flipped through the channels on the telly, finding nothing interesting to settle my eyes upon. After a few more clicks I finally decided to turn the T.V off, throwing the remote down onto the floor with a groan. I can't believe I did that....now that I think about it.... saying those things to Louis was probably the most stupid thing a friend could do! My hands quickly covered my eyes as I slid myself down the couch and onto the floor, sprawling myself over the carpet and grumbling about being a horrible creature. It wasn't until I heard a chuckle, did I dare to lift my face off the rug and meet a very amused Liam. When had he come in?! I rolled my eyes and laid my head back down. "Shut it." I mumbled to him, glaring as he chuckled again and placed his keys on the counter top.
"I didn't say anything mate." Liam replied smugly, stepping over my body and crossing over to the recliner. "You want to though..." I added, finally picking myself off of the floor and plopped myself back down onto the couch. It's been about 4 hours since Louis and I had our fight, and surprisingly it took Liam the entire time to return home. Which was fine with me. It had given me enough time to take a nice hot shower, and punch pillows from the guest room. I smirked to myself, chuckling at how stupid I could be when I was mad.
"You're right. I have plenty of things I could say right now." Liam said slowly, letting his words draw out. Immediatly, I could feel my heart shrivel up and as I looked up into Liam's eyes I felt as if I were a puppy being scolded by its new master. "Well don't bother." I mumbled, turning my body to face the door. I had already yelled at myself for hurting Louis, so why add Liam? Obviously Liam didn't get my memo, because as soon as I turned around, he had spun me back around to face him, his eyebrows knitted together with seriousness. I knew this face. It was the 'you listen to me when I'm talking to you' sort of face. Liam wore it often. Especially when he was trying to get a point across.
I bit my lip, grabbing the fabric of my chinos and before I could stop myself, I was speaking. " I know Liam!" I suddenly blurted, taking him by surprise. He blinked at me, and then laughed softly. "You know what Harry?" He asked innocently. I glared at him, knowing what trick he was trying to play. Liams the sort of lad that doesn't enjoy basic apologies. If you wanted to say your sorrys, you had to fully explain why you felt bad to him.
"I know I did something wrong, alright? I shouldn't have said those awful things to Louis. He hadn't done anything wrong." I started, feeling my emotions rise to the top. "He's my best mate and I can't....I can't believe I treated him like that." I whispered. Liam's lips made a straight line as I continued. He had managed to move from the recliner and was now sitting beside me, his arms wrapped around my shoulders.
"I don't know what came over me. It's all because of a dream I had a few nights ago, and all of a sudden...I can't look at him the same. He's no longer a friend to me." I stated, my eyes going wide. "That's not what I meant... I mean....Louis still my friend, and that's where I get mad." I said, my fingers gripping my pants even harder. Liam raises his eyebrows, and he pulled back from me with confusion. "You get mad?" He asked questioningly. "Sorry Harry....I'm having troubles following you." Liam said slowly as if trying to get me to go into more detail.
My hands began sweating, and I swore I had a lump in my throat the size of a pear. Could I tell Liam? Of all people, Liam was sure to understand what I was going through. It was just a normal thing boys go through, right? They fall in love...with their bestfriend. I shook my head, standing myself up and heading towards the door. Liam ran after me, grabbing the hood of my Jack Wills jacket, and pulled me back towards him. "No...you need to tell me Harry. If it's bothering you this much, it must be something that needs to come out. Honestly. Who am I going to tell?" Liam said with a laugh.
For a second we stood in silence, neither of us moving of talking. However, the look in Liams eyes told me I had no other choice but to give in to him, and just come out. "Fine." I growled, leaning up against the hall wall. "I'm not gay..." I started, and Liam simply sighed, and pressed his fingers to his temples. ''Yes Harry! I know that!" Liam snapped. Even though the moment wasn't right I still laughed, shaking my curls in the process. "But.." I continued, holding my stomach to stop the chuckles. "Louis. I want him." I finished, my breath heavy and my eyes glued to the floor.
"That's why I get mad. Friends aren't enough with him. I want to be more then just his friend....and that's not normal for me to feel!" I began again, my hands gripping my hair in frustration. "You don't understand Liam...I can't like Louis like that. I'm not gay! I can't be gay, because these feelings just randomly popped up out of nowhere!" I finished, tugging at my curls and staring at him with a helpless glare.
At first Liam was queit, pursing his lips in thought before he finally shrugged his shoulders, and tucked his hands into the fronts of his chinos. "Actually....I do understand how you feel." He replied, smiling softly. I rolled my eyes, and huffed. "No Liam, you don't understand! I know your our 'dad' and your basically suppose to help us out with our emotional problems, but you can't always share our feelings..." I said softly, letting my hands fall to my sides. Liam shook his head and took a few steps forward, stopping just outside my personal space.
"No Harry....I do. I understand everything." Liam started, his eyes leaving my face and falling to the floor. "Why do you think I space myself from Niall all the damn time?" He quickly added, shuffling his feet awkwardly. My mouth opened in shock, and I stared at him dumb founded. He liked Niall? Since when?! "Liam?" I said with a humorous smirk. "Can our band get anymore wrecked?" I asked with a laugh. He chuckled along with me, patting my head. "You'd be surprised." Liam replied, grabbing the handle of the door. " Come on then..... I think it's about time Louis received an apology." Liam said. My eyes widened, but before I could bolt away from the door, Liam was grabbing my wrists and dragging me to his car.
Great. This should turn out splendid.
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Sorry if it's short! It was out of thin air! Alright, I think I asked the question what other bromance should be added, and I got a few Niams. SO NIAM IT IS! >:) Next chapter should be longer, and have more interesting ... stuff.... ;D Please vote and fan me <3
