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Wide Awake. Chapter 9

TTR. Chapter 9

Guys for every chapter now I'm gonna assign a song thought that would be cool.

**chapter 8 recap**

"You're mine" he said and I could feel his warm breath on my neck

"Kyle James Cog! please tell me what you're doing" I sighed

"I'm trying to tell you. That I've loved you more than just a friend for years"

"What?"

"Let. Me. Finish" he growled

"Tanya what you haven't realised is I'm in love with you." He went on, " And always have been."

**Kyles POV!**

"Iii.... don't know what to say" she stuttered

"At least say something" I sighed resting my head against her forehead

"So, this is why you've always acted that way?"

"Yes, sometimes you really are clueless" I smirked staring into her big green eyes.

"Am I interputting something?" Someone asked

"Harry love, its not what it looks like" Tanya assured

"I should have known! You practically have everyone wrapped around you finger. Well you know what I'm done" he shouted

"I have nothing to say. Did you even think about hearing me out instead of overreacting" she replied

"Okay let me settle this, as much as I wanted something to be actually happening it was just talking"

"I doubt it you always have your eyes on her and it wouldnt be a surprise to see this happening" harry shouted some more and soon after stomped back to the others

"This is just great" she voiced getting out of my hold and running after him

I'm just sick of this does she not realize I just confessed my deep secret, well only a secret to her. But seriously a little more compassion would have been nice. What did I expect? It wasn't like she would have admitted to feeling the same way. She at the moment is blinded by the singing douchebags . Well they are cool lads, I just don't like how they've got her attention so easily. My life isn't a fairy tale, cause obviously I'm not going to get the girl.

"Hey Kyle, are you okay?" Ana questioned looking quite concerned

"I told her Ann!" I exclaimed pinching the bridge of my nose as I felt my head starting to throb and ache from the frustration I've had this past month

"Seriously! What'd she say? Right now she was running outside chasing after Harold" she said completely interested in my current situation as if it was Gossip Girl or something and the only reason I even know Gossip Girl its cause when you have two girl bestfriends you kind of have to know these things.

"Don't know I got no response" I winced just finally letting it all in she's just not into me.

"Oh I'm so sorry. She's being an idiot I actually think you two are meant for eachother you already act more like a married couple than actual friends" she smirked but I know she was just trying to make me feel better

"I just feel like shit and I have a headache so I'm going to crash into one of the rooms upstairs if you need me" I answered giving her a hug for at least trying to make me feel better.

**Tanya Pov**

"Don't worry. I'll talk to him" Zayn smiled

"That'd be great cause seriously we were just talking" I breathed since I did just chase after Harry around the place which was exhausting.

"I'm upset about this too! You have to choose before it gets out of hand" Niall shouted also getting up and walking out the door

"Go get them!" Lou smirked resulting in me chunking a pillow at his sarcasm as I ran after Niall.

"Niall wait!" I yelled

"You want to know something? I actually liked you a lot. I thought you were different." He shouted not turning around to even face me.

"I AM DIFFERENT" I yelled defeated as I dropped down to my knees and craddled my head into my hands.

I'm just a big screw up. I can never please anyone ever. No matter what no one is ever satisfied.

"I'm so sorry about everything! I hate seeing you like this. Just tell me now who do you want" Someone asked after wrapping their arms around me

"I know its me you really want" they added

"Do we really have to go over this?" I asked

"Yes, cause we can't drop the feelings we have for eachother. They are way more real than any of the boys" he said which was true. I have to admit this whole time I've been trying to forget about him by distracting myself with the other boys.

"You already hurt me enough" I reminded

"We can try to make this work"

"Make this work? How? You have a girlfriend! And our secret relationship is out of question no one should ever know. Remember we told eachother that it was just a fling nothing else. Damn I even didn't tell my best friends about it!" I warned remembering all the found memories. Filled with sneaking around, making out, parties, and just hiding everything from everyone

"We can still make it work somehow. Please. This time we will do it right and everyone can know" he whispered into my ear causing an eruption of goosebumps everywhere.

"GIRLFRIEND! Remember, I'm not going to do something like that to a poor girl" I sighed at how unconsidering her was about this girl who he's was to be with.

"I'll see what I can do" he replied

"You didn't even like the girl did you?" I questioned with frustration what if I'm one of those girls too.

"We do click but never like how we did" he smiled

"I don't want some girl hating me cause you dumped her for me" I uttered

"I'm sorry. I can't control who I have been falling for no matter how much she doesn't want me at the moment" he answered

"You haven't forgot either?" I questioned because when we saw eachother again that day at the studio I saw no emotion so I just pretended not to care.

"I hated seeing you again and having to pretend I didn't know you" he informed

I'm just confused now. There's four boys all want me to choose 1.

**A/N**

Okay so mhmm who is the mystery guy?

COMMENT YOU'RE GUESS.

Song I picked for this chapter iss.... Wide Awake by Katy Perry :)