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Numb. Chapter 16

TTR. Chapter 16

"Nice to see you again" Lea chimmed while she opened the door for me.

"You're part of this too!" I gasped

"Don't be to shocked. Get upstairs you're late" she smirked, she was enjoying this a little to much.

"You won't be smiling when your behind bars" I yelled running up the stairs

"Well, well, well. Thank you for finally joining us." Ashton slowly clapped with marvin surely behind

"I'm here what exactly do you want?" I blurted just wanting everything straight to the point. Because I just want to be with Kyle right now.

"Its not going to be that simple you see. Just a few minor adjustments you're going to have to make. Lea will help you out. Just follow her" Marvin answered

"Your kidding me. What are you going to do to me?" I questioned

"Just come and find out" lea mentioned seeming agaitated

"Fine. But through all of this, what's in it for me?"

"Just to know that your friends and family are alive and well" Ashton smirked making me want to punch the bloody hell out of him

"You wouldn't" I threatened and instinctively grabbing him by the collar.

"Fiesty. I like that" he winked patting my arse and quickly grabbing my hand before I could smack him cold.

"Don't start yourself here in a bad note, princess" he harshly whispered in my ears

"You don't scare me" I whispered straight throw my teeth

"Well you should..better be careful" he mentioned pushing me toward Lea

"Pourquoi, moi(why me)" I muttered under my breathe following Lea where ever the hell she was leading me

"You know, I can understand you right" she replied

"Then answer the question"

"Its cause they all fancy you. We all want what we can't have right?" She answered truthfully and I could tell this was something from the heart.

"You fancy one of them too? That's why your doing this isn't it?" I asked

"Its not about me. Now let's do your hair" she smiled weakly sitting me down on a chair inside a bathroom across from the sink

"What?"

"Blonde or Black?" She asked unphased by my question

"We are not dying my hair a different color. That's a no, no!" I shrieked in terror grabbing my fiery locks

"Come on its either the easy way or the hard way" she paused holding the different dyes in front of me.

"Fine. Let's go blonde. Please tell me that's it after this" I begged

"Now we're going to give it a quick cut" she mentioned as if it was nothing

"You've got to be kidding me!" I breathed closing my eyes to calm myself down

"You'll be fine don't worry"

"Why would how my hair looks like matter?" I asked still suprised at how nice she was all the sudden

"Because no one could ever recognize you again"

"Changing my hair isn't going to help" I laughed

"That's why your also going under the knife"

"WHAT!" I screamed

"Don't worry. They've got a surgeon ready and everything" she smiled

"Like that's suppose to help. So they are actually serious about this?"

"Of course."

"Deep inside I've been hoping that this was all just a joke. Why are you doing this? Its not worth it." I asked

"Love makes us do stupid things" she answered before turning up the music and starting to do my hair.

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"See you look great with blonde" she smiled more proud of the good job she did

"Ya, thanks but I already miss the red" I admitted looking at my light blonde hair in disgust. I guess I'll have to get used it it.

"Now what do I have to do?"

"Well go upstairs grab a jumper from your bag. So we can leave to have your procedure done" she added shooing me away so she could clean up the mess she had done while doing my hair.

"Woah, I knew the blonde would work you look so hot" Aston whistled from behind me

Grabbing my jumper and completely ignoring the perve behind me. I waited for Lea...

"Aww so you're going to give me the silent treatment" he cooed

"Come on talk to me!" He huffed in frustration and he hand grazed my cheek causing me chills.

"Ashton back up" I snicked pushing him away from me

"You need to step of you're high horse before it gets you in more trouble" he breathed

"I'm only doing this to save the people, I care about. Even if that means getting stupid plastic surgery."

"Oh wow that's so heartbreaking... NOT this isn't a soap oprah. Okay let's be real. They aren't even going to find you.. if you don't even look like you." He mentioned inbetween trying to kiss me neck.

"Erm.. let's go" Lea disrupted. Finally.

"Let's get this over with" I let out but truthfully inside I was so scared so frightened I felt so alone and unwanted. Just someone everybody could use and walk all over. I just feel so useless.

"You'll do fine. You won't feel a thing" lea whispered while I was being whisked away to the opperating room.

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My face is numb, covered in bandages, and talking feels like having a shark bite my face off. The only good this about this is no one can see the pain I've been holding. And here I am sitting in this awful car not even knowing where its leading me too. But the damage has already been done.

All that's in my head right now. Is that everybody is going to be okay. And in the end as time goes by they will forget about me. I'll just be a distant memory. By the time I get out of this situation. All they will see is a stranger.and they will go on back to there lives maybe Ana and James married with two beautiful children.. don't let me forget about Kyle, he'll probably have a long time girlfriend who'd he'd just proposed too. And for me I'll have to start everything all over again.

A/N

Song: Move along by All American Regects :)

And there's a picture of the new 'Tanya/rihanna'(with plastic surgery... who every can guess who it is FIRST gets a special shout out

✔First week of school is done

Would you do this for the people you cared about?