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I Can't. Chapter 18

TTR. Chapter 18

"You've got to tell them" Ana said after I told her about my whole transformation

"I can't Ann, they are still going to look for me. I don't want any of you to get hurt. I just love you guys so much."

"We can help you out of it. We're your closet friends Tanya" she smiled trying to at least cheer me up "Harry and Kyle have literally searched through every building looking for you. Please easy it up for them." She mentioned

"I'm scared, I don't want them to see me like this. I mean look at me this isn't the Tanya everybody fell in love with" I whimpered knowing what I said was exactly true

"Look at me" she demanded, "we fell in love with your personality but your looks were just a bonus" she informed embracing me into a hug

"And that's why your my best friend.. always have the right things to say" I let out trying my best to show a smile

"You've got this! Now go tell him" she added shooing me out the door.

Now I was freaking out, I was nervous. What am I suppose to say? Hey, guys so I wanted to let you know that I'm Tanya and I was forced to protect you guys. Oh ya part of the deal was plastic surgery so you couldn't recognize me. I thought rehearshing it in my mind.

"Hey, are you okay?" Liam smiled

"Ya I'm fine" I choked, "you know what no I'm not" I added

"What's wrong?" He asked as he pulled me into a hug. He's so incredibly nice that even to a 'stranger' he would feel so comfortable

"Its me Liam." I hesitated

"I know that! You think i'd ever forget those bright green eyes of yours, the ones I spent hours staring into before this whole mess happened?" He questioned as a big wide smiled spread over my face.

"So everybody else knows!" I shouted in joy

"Not exactly, I don't really know actually.. I'm pretty sure they do. But we're just thinking you had a long lost sister or something" Liam laughed hugging me tighter, "go on now and let the boys know"

"That's exactly what I was avoiding"I muttered staring at the wooly carpet inbetween my bright red toe nails.

"You'll be fine. Want me to come with you?" He asked as he saw how really terrified I was of this.

"Yes please"

"Let's go then" he smiled waiting for me to lead the way

This time I couldn't help but smile as I passed the kicthen was filled with memories of me slipping and sliding on the tile floor with curly, the room which Zayn, and Louis attacked me with water guns, then there's the room filled with beautiful memories of just Ana, Kyle and I when everything was just simple.

"You've got this" Liam whispered into my ear. As we stood infront of two wide doors.

"I can do this. Thank you so much Liam." I replied giving him a quick kiss on the cheek.

"Hey guys...." I let out but stopped as I started to hear the song in the background

"R.I.P. to the girl you used to see

Her days are over, baby she's over

I decided to give you all of me

Baby come closer, baby come closer" I heard coming from Zayns phone

"Omg Rita we had no idea you were a singer, what a great song" Niall smiled

"Please turn that off" I begged

"Why its so good"Lou replied starting to sing along

"Please" I murmured as the two weeks i'd gone through with Lea started to come back.

"Guys stop it" Niall finally spoke up grabbing zayns phone and stopping the music

"So, erm... here it goes. Its me, Tanya" I voiced

"We already know! As soon as we saw how you talked with Ana. We knew right away it was you. It was actually quite funny, at first when Kyle and I brought you home we thought maybe you had a sister that you've never told us about" Harry laughed

"Okay good, now I don't have to go through that awkward phase"

"We want to know what happened though. Why'd you leave? And why did this happen to you? Where were you? Last but not least who did this?" Kyle questioned crushing me into a huge hug

This all finally felt right. If I could stop time. It would be right now. I missed them so much. I thought as everyone else started joining in on the hug.

"I missed you all so much" I smiled

"Don't dodge the questions" Kyle warned

"I can't answer them"

*a/n*

Song: Fine by me- Andy grammer

Sorry for the long wait. Loads of school work.. so I have an idea for once this story come to an end I want to start a fanfiction Crushed into Waves and its basically fanfiction meets fantasy... what do you think?