How I Feel

im sorry...

im sorry... im sorry im a disappointment... im sorry im a fag... im sorry i was born... im sorry i cut... im sorry i hate myself... im sorry for not wanting to eat... im sorry for bothering... im sorry im the way i am... im sorry i couldnt help... im sorry... i wish i could be happy...i wish i couldnt cry... i wish i didnt have the urge to cut... i wish i could end it... i wish i could keep up the maks, the lies, but i cant... you wont hear me talk for a while... you wont see me eat fo a while... you wont see me sleep for a while... im sorry... i know that i should ask for help... but im scared... im scared that no one will believe me... so i keep it in... i know that its not good for you but oh well... no one cares anyway... so im sorry... im sorry for all the problems i made... im sorry for being in your life when you didnt want me... Blue... if you ever find this... sorry i dont tell you many things... im sorry that i feel like you dont care... just know that i love you... i love you with all my heart... i would do anything to make you hapy... even if it ment leaving you... i dont want to ever do that but i will if you want me too