How I Feel

i feel...

I feel like I'm useless. That I'm unwanted. I feel like no one cares about me. And maybe they don't. Maybe they wouldnt care if i were to just disappeared. If I were to end it all. Amd I want to. I want to just end it all. I cant sleep because all i can think about is how i am a fat ugly pig that no one wants. That no one cares about. I get mentally abused by my parents but at this point I do not care. I mean. Everythimg they say is true. I need to lose weight. I have to much acne. I need to stop dressing like a homeless person. I need to stop embarrassing my parents.
I think I just need to stop existing. But I also think i need to talk to someone about this.