Your POV
Me and Dan have been play flirting a little bit with each other lately, but like as a joke. Me and Felix are going to hang out today. Its meant to be the gang but Emily has a doctor appointment, Sophie is babysitting and Tobias is just busy. So that leaves me and Felix.
My phone goes of letting me know I have a massage. Its Dan. I have formed a crush for him. But I think he sees us as just friends.
Dan: Good morning y/n. You doing anything today
Me: why do you wanna know
Dan: just wondering
Me: me and Felix are going out for lunch and then he is coming back to mine
Dan: we haven't really talked about your friends yet....are you and Felix a thing???
Me: oh god no. We are just friends. I mean I used to like him but that was like 9 years ago. More maybe
Dan: oh right..sorry
Me: no, no its ok
Dan: because I know you have a gay friend Tobias, a lesbian friend Emily, and then you also are friends with Sophie and Felix. And I just thought you might be with Felix....but are you and Sophie a thing.....
Me: NO..Omg no. I just don't see girls in that way. Or thought we have kissed...it was a dare and it was in 7th grade sooo yep...
Dan: ok umm well.....
Me: changing subject
Dan: yes..
Me: umm well I need to go. Like i said me and Felix are hanging out today.
Dan: bye
Me: byeee
I get up and put my phone in my pocket. I then go up stairs and sit on my bed...I'm amazed me and Dan haven't talked about that yet it has been 5 months...almost half a year. I walk over to my wardrobe and pick out something to wear. I'm struggling on weather to wear my PATD! shirt or my MCR shirt....I choose my *insert the one you choose* shirt. I grab some black ripped jeans and put them on.
~12 minuets later~
I'm all packed and ready to go. But I feel like something might be missing something. And I also can't stop thinking of Dan. I clear my mind and walk out the door.
I get in my car and drive to Felix's. I park and then walk up to his house i pat his guard duck on the way in and knock on the door. Someone answers the door but its not Felix...ITS SOPHIE.
She is wearing Felix's shirt and I can tell that its his. One because its way to big on Sophie and two it the shirt I said was two small and he should get rid of it but it has a duck on it so he wouldn't. I stair Sophie in the eyes. She looks at me speechless and then try to shut the door. I stop her and swing it open and walk in. And see Felix in the kitchen in his shorts.
"Seriously, you have been fucking
Sophie". I say in a stern voice. So this is who Sophie kissed. Omg.
"Um..who said we where fucking" he says running of to his room and putting on a shirt.
"THIS" I say waving my arm is in the air pointing at him and Sophie.
"Well. We haven't actually" Sophie says walking in with pants on and her shirt.
"I just had a sleepover" she says. Giving Felix a 'WTF is she doing here' look. I roll my eyes.
"What happens to babysitting today" I say looking at her.
"Well, I kinda made it up. And then forgot about that." She says. Eh omg Sophie
"So I guess you forgot I'm coming over then" I say. Felix looks at me with a 'sorry' look. I sigh.
"Well I will let you two get back to...what ever the fuck you two where doing. We can hang another time" i say as I walk out the door. Sophie follows me out.
"Y/n, don't tell the others about this...ok" Sophie pleaded. I give her a nod and then get in my car. I wave good bye and drive away. Well what do i do now. Everyone else is busy. And that was my only plan for today.
I get back home to find the door open. I swear i locked it. I walk in and she my boyfriend on the couch but before I can runaway...
"Hey baby" he says in his...I don't know what to call it but its kinda like is..controlling voice. I open the door and walk in.
"Hey" I say. I take a deep breath. What does he want now.
"Come sit next to me...come on" i shiver as i hear him say those words. I walk over and sit on the couch next to him and stair at the TV.
"Look at me" he says. I ignore him.
"LOOK at me" he says while grabbing my face forcing it to look at him in the eyes.
"Where were you" he says. I don't answer but that only causes him to grip my face tighter.
"At my friends" I say quietly. I can't look him directly in the eyes.
He slaps me and the let's go of my face slapping it again causing it to jolt away.
I quickly get up and go upstairs. I run to my room and close the door. I fall to the ground my back pushing hard against the door. I burst into tears. I just sit there in the dark crying. I grab out my phone.
Me: hi Dan...plans changed my friend canceled
After about 8 minutes waiting for a reply. I get nothing. Not one word. I'm alone. So very very alone.....
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Dan Howell (xreaded)
FanfictionYou had the worst life you could think of, a boyfriend who abused you....raped you. And then you meet someone who put a smile on your face, made you happy. You meet them over a massage and you wanted to meet him in real life, and you where going to...
