Dan's POV
It's Been 2 more months now and me and y/n are super close. We haven't had the time to meet up though. She said we will soon. And I can't wait to see her. It's not enough just video calling her. I want to see her in real life, and talk to her. She makes me have this feeling. And it's a good feeling. A really good feeling. Ahh no Dan, what are you thinking. She is just a friend. You only like her as a friend....right. Eh anyway....ummmmm. I walk down stairs to see Phil is not there. I start freaking out. I grab my phone and then realise it's 2 in the morning. Of course he isn't down stairs. I can't sleep. I wonder if y/n is awake so I text her.
Me: hi y/n are you awake. Can't sleep
Y/n: funny because I actually am awake and was about to text you.
Me: why are you up?
Y/n: why can't you sleep??
Me: hay I asked first
Y/n: but I asked second
Me: ahh fine, I just can't sleep because I'm thinking of things and just bottling it up in my head...now why are you up
Y/n: what are you thinking of that's keeping you up
Me: oh I answered one question now you answer one of mine.
Y/n: ok, ok I watched way to much YouTube and now my brain is to awake to fall asleep.
Me: you should get some sleep...me too, night Y/n.
Y/n: good night Dan
I switch of my phone, go back up stairs and hope in bed. I shut my eyes tightly and wonder, does y/n feel the same way???
Y/n POV
I switch off my phone and roll over facing the window. One of the main reasons I can't sleep is because I can't stop thinking of Dan. And now I can't stop trying to figure out what was keeping awake... What it was me. No of course not. I'm just being stupid. I shut my eyes and fall asleep.
The next day I had no plans, so I had nothing to do. I could go shopping. And then I realised it's Thursday. I need to go to work. I got a new job at a place called 'tea cups spill'. It's a nice small corner cafe 10 minuets from where I live, so it's easy to get to.
I get up out of bed and go take a shower I then go get dressed and put on a little bit of makeup. I make sure I look presentable and then go down stairs and pack a bag. I grab an apple and banana on my way out and then lock the door behind me. I eat my banana on the walk there and save my apple for later.
I arrive at work and say hi to everyone and then get to work. I put on an apron and then serve some people.
~end of work shift~
I say good bye to everyone and start to walk home. Me and James walk together because we walk the same way. He is nice and pretty cute. But I only see him as a friend. Sometimes I get the feeling he likes me....but it's only a feeling. We soon go our separate ways and I'm back to being alone. I pull out my phone and massage Dan.
Me: hi Dan how are you
Dan: oh hi y/n. I'm good, u
Me: I'm fine. Heading back from work
Dan: nice.
I turn off my phone and pull out my keys. I open the door and then walk in.
Dan's POV
Y/n goes offline so I switch of my phone and walk over to the couch. I really like y/n, and I wanna tell her. But I'm sacred what she might say. What if she doesn't wanna be friends or something. Ehhh. Maybe I should just tell her. We have been friends for a while now if I tell her we can probably just brush it off, forget about it. Ahhhhhhhhhh
"Hi Dan" Phil says as he enters the room.
"What you up tooooo" he says as he comes and sits next to me on my bed.
"Just thinking" I say and sigh.
"About y/n" and drags out y/n name he says in a babyish voice. I look at him, how does he know.
"How do you know" I say, he looks at me then looks any rolls his eyes and smiles.
"Well, 1 when ever you phone goes of the say her name and then get exited and when it's not her your sad, 2 most nights your up really late massaging her, 3 you talk about her a lot, like a lot, A LOT." He say I sigh.
"I really want to tell her, and though we are super close, there is something she Isn't telling me." I look phil In the eyes.
"What do I do" I weep into his shoulder.
"Tell her" He says, I look at him shocked.
"Wait really, you think so. But.." I get cut off by Phil saying
"Just do it, she seems to really like talking to you, and you are happy when you talk to her, just say it. And if she doesn't like you back, then that's life.....I guess" he says.....ehhhhh what do I do, I might tell her. I just want to do it in the right moment.
I switch on my phone and open up massage
Me: hi y/n, you on....
She answers me almost immediately
Y/n: um Ye hi
Me: hiiii
Y/n: I'm at home now...watching Netflix
Me: nice what you watching
Y/n: I'm watching *insert name of show*
Me: niceeeeeee
Me: so um when are you planing on meeting up with me
Y/n: ummm soon I hope, it would be nice to finally meet you in real life
Me: ok cool
Me: ok so...
Y/n: yes
I take a deep breath
......
No I can't not yet....
Me: I'm free this weekend, what are you doing...
Y/n: well I'm free on Sunday
Me: ok meet me at 12pm at *inserts a place*
Y/n: I can't wait 😊
I close my phone and scream a little on the inside. I'm actually going to meet her. I will tell her then.....
YOU ARE READING
Dan Howell (xreaded)
Hayran KurguYou had the worst life you could think of, a boyfriend who abused you....raped you. And then you meet someone who put a smile on your face, made you happy. You meet them over a massage and you wanted to meet him in real life, and you where going to...
