Insomnia

Chapter 1. The start

Me and the boys got home after our Australian tour. Everyone started to unpack in their rooms. I was lazy and decided to tak a nap. It was pretty early not gonna lie it was around 1 pm. I yawned and grabbed my heavy suitcase that was standing by the door and dragged it upstairs with me.

I entered my room and sat the suitcase down. "Oh i missed you so much room" i said and hugged the floor. I then stood up and kicked off my shoes and jumped on bed. I fell asleep straight away.

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I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't get back to sleep. I was tossing and turning the whole time. I whimpered and stared at the ceiling. I hated this and decided i would watch tv downstairs. I putted on my socks and wrapped a blanket around me.

I left my room and made my way silently to the stairs so i didn't wake anyone up. I went downstairs and turned on the tv and watched a movie. I eventually went up stairs before anyone got down.

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It was 11 pm and i still hadn't got sleep. I heard a knock on my door. "Luke?" I heard a voice say. "Come in" i said staring blankly at the ceiling. "You coming? We're filiming a video" Jai said. "I'll be down in a minute" i said and rubbed my eye. "You okay?" He asked and i sat up. "Yes" i said with no expression and wanting him to leave. "Alright see yah down stairs" he said. "Mhm" i simply said and he left the room. I sighed and got up walking straight to my closet. I changed into a shirt and joggers. I decided not to do my hair today cause i was lazy and putted on a beanie. I grabbed the camera supplies and went downstairs where the boys were waiting for me. I set up the camera and pressed record.

"Hey guys we're daresundays" we said in sync. "And today we're doing the hot dog eating challenge" Beau said. I looked at the pile of hotdogs there was. "Holy shit!" I said thinking of how many i could eat. Beau explained the rules and we started the game. Up first was Jai, he got 7 hot dogs. Then me and James took our turns. I had no energy to eat and ate 5 hot dogs. I know it's dissapointing. James on the other hand got 9. Then Beau and Daniel took their turns. Beau got three and Daniel zero cause he trew up all the hot dogs he ate. So James won daresundays this week. I was happy for him!

I picked up the camera supplies and brought them to my room. I then went downstairs and grabbed a water bottle cause i was thirsty. I went back to the livingroom and saw James watching tv and i decided to join him. I took place in the chair and got comfy. Maybe a little too comfy.. i ended up falling asleep.

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3 weeks had past and i felt like shit. I couldn't go to sleep at night but i fell asleep trough out day light. And that doesn't consist out of a real sleep. I only sleep 3 hours in like 5 days. I'm going insane! I have bangs but i don't wanna anyone to notice. I look like a tottal mess and i just wanna sleep. I also have alot of mood swings and i'm irritable.

I got dressed in joggers, a shirt and a beanie. The last time i really didn't care how i looked as long as i was comfy..well a little.

I went downstairs and saw Beau, Daniel, James and Jai making a live video. Without me? I shrugged it off and just sat down besides them. "Hey guys" i said and pulled my knees to my chest. "Oh hey" Beau said not paying attention. "We're doing a Q&A" James said to me and i nodded. "Why does Daniel look like Miley Cyrus" Jai said reading a comment and everyone started laughing. "Omg, alright! I know my hair looks like Miley Cyrus but the rest doesn't!" He said and we all shook our heads in disbelief. "When will you tour Europey again" Beau said. "She ment Europe" he said chuckling "but yeah we will tour Europey very soon, we just finished the Australian tour" he said and we laughed. I grabbed a pillow and rested my arms on it. "Oohh is Lames real!?" Daniel said. James looked at me and blushed. He didn't know what to do or say. I chuckled and sat on his lap hugging him. "Of course it is" i said and we all laughed. "Exactly so back off ladies!" James said sassy. I chuckled and yawned. I then sat back down in my normal spot on the floor and rested my head against the pillow. "Aaww Luke looks like a sleepy baby, i wanna cuddle him" Jai said reading a comment without expression. I chuckled looking at who commented that. "@Lukeysrainbow" i said to myself and grabbed my phone searching for that account on instagram. I followed her and stalked her account laughing at the fangirly posts. I followed a few others. I then saw her account name pop up again. "Oh there she is" i said sleepy but still laughing. I saw that she dmed me and clicked on the message.